chapter 6

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*time skip to 3 months
Taylor's pov.
Bella and I have been with each other for 3 months and it's been crazy but we don't talk she always locks herself up in her room after school and one time I walked in on her changing and saw a lot of brusies all over her I was heartbroken at the sight, but every time I asked her about them or comforted her she would keep her distant of just storm away from me I don't get what is going on with Bella but I am determined to find out

So I went up into her room and knocked on the door, silence was all I heard I opened the door and she was sleeping and may I say Bella looks like an angel when she sleeps and when she smiles and I just love her so much, I went to wake her up and she yawned at first but she got up and I told her I needed to have a talk with her "Bella those bruises are big and I'm your mother now I want to protect you and help you but how can I if you don't help me out here honey."

She looked at me and sighed "Taylor, it's hard for me to say okay" I held her hand "baby you can tell me anything" she looked at me with glassy eyes "school is hard Taylor especially when I get beat up by girls all the damn time" she said with tears threatening to spill out of her eyes with they soon did and soon I had tear coming out of my eyes "Bella why didn't you tell me this before, I wanna make this better I can homeschool you and everything you can still be in cheer or dance or wherever but if you feel safer learning at home then I will homeschool you right away"

she looked at me hopeful "Taylor thank you" she hugged me and I hugged her back but not too hard because I didn't wanna her fragile body since it's all brusied up we just sat there crying and hugging I kissed her forehead and stayed with her until she fell asleep then I turned off the lights and went to my room to go to bed I was beyond furious that night though some stupid people were hurting Bella  I was so pissed but I had to let it go that night I called the school and told them I would homeschool Bella they were sad to see her go but I told them she would homeschool

Then I got her signed into an online school that would start next week I wanted to give her a week off since she needed it, it was about 4am and I still haven't sleep because I've been texting this just names James I met him at a store and we clicked tomorrow I would be going out with him and I was excited, I decided to let Arabella stay home by herself I was trusting her

*next morning*
Bella's pov.
I woke up to Taylor's shouting from the kitchen I ran down the steps and ate my breakfast which after that I went to the bathroom and purged it out, I had been doing that ever since my first beating and that's why I'm so fragile now, I had to quit cheer because I didn't wanna risk anyone seeing my cuts and Taylor didn't mind me quitting she said now she didn't have to worry about me getting hurt, after I purged I sprayed air fresher and got dressed for the day, I went downstairs and just sat on my phone for awhile and watch tv, I did that all day, Taylor came out of her room at about 7pm looking all fancy and dressed up

I look at her confused "and where are you going looking all hot" she laughed at my comment "out, Bella with a really nice guy, don't worry I won't be long you can stay here alone but I'm trusting you, and I left money on the counter in case you got hungry and if you get bored you can always call over my brother Austin alright baby I love you" she kissed my forehead grabbed her purse and heard out the door, I looked out the window and at her walking out with some guy I have never even seen before, soon I got bored and called Austin to come over

"hey Bella!" he said sounding happy from the other line "hey Austin so Taylor left and I'm bored wanna come over and play some games?" I said "sure I would love too I will be there in about an hour because there seems to be crazy traffic outside" he said sounding annoyed at that last part "alright see you then" I hung up and went on social media and that's when I saw it all the nasty comments a hate page and everything I lost it this may be escalating to much but I don't care I'm life glass I can shatter at any moment I ran to my room and got my best and sharpest blade and just cut my skin until I felt nothing, soon I feel to knees and just sat there no doing anything until I felt pure nothing and closed my eyes and that's all that I can remember.
austin's pov.
I finally arrived at Taylor's apartment and walked in "ALRIGHT BELLA READY TO GET YOUR ASS KICKED IN THIS GAME" i heard silence I went upstairs to check up on her she wasn't on her bed or anywhere I looked over to her bathroom and say blood coming from underneath the door I broke the door down and saw Bella lying there and her Arms slit all over I ran over to her "BELLA,BELLA? come on Bella wake up" I saw her phone next to her I picked it up and called 911
"911 what's your emergency?"
"hello this is Austin swift I came to hand out with my sisters daughter and when I came to her restroom to see if she was there she was but on the floor with slit wrists she tried to kill herself and I don't know what to do"
"alright sir I need to, just stay with her the ambulance will be there as soon as they can"
"okay thank you" I hung up and picked up Bella and I put her on the living room floor waiting for the ambulance to arrive I did CPR on her because I heard that's what your suppose to do in this matter her heartbeat started going again and a wave of relief came over me

soon the ambulance was here and I went with her in the truck and stayed with her we got to the hospital the rolled her away by now I was stable enough to call Taylor, I called her over 10 times but she never answered I was beyond pissed off
Taylor's pov.
Tonight was perfect it was our first date and it was amazing he took me to eat and we went back to his apartment, we started to kiss and things go heated and before I knew it we had a magical night I fell asleep at his house by accident and woke up in the morning with a lot of calls from austin so I got up got dressed went down to my car and called her there it ringed for a while then her answered

"what the actual fuck Taylor"
"woah what's up with you?"
"what's up with me? fucking Taylor Bella tried to kill herself last night we are in the hospital and she will make it out and she has woken up and is on her room crying because she has been waiting all night and begging all night for you to fucking come down to the hospital"
"she what?"
"she tried to kill herself taylor you're lucky that she is even alive just come down here"
"okay I will be right there"
I hung up and just lost it my poor Bella I got dressed and I drove as fast as I could to the hospital and got out of my car and ran in "hi I'm here for Arabella Marie Swift" I said frantically "you related to her?" the girl said boring "yes! I am her mom" I said "alright she's in room 26b"

I ran to her room and walked in seeing Austin by her side and her sitting there looking pale he got up and left and I ran to her side holding her hand tightly
"why?" I asked with softness
"I guess I had everything bottled up for too long and I just couldn't do it anymore I want to rejoin my family, but why am I telling you it's not like you care or anything."
I was shocked at her last words
"Bella of course I care I care more than you think" I said

"Oh, yeah right I'm sure you do, Taylor if you actually cared as soon as Austin called you would've answered or at least checked in on me, do you know how it felt being here just waiting for your kinds words to make me want to regret what I did" she said tears rolling down her face "I'm so sorry babe I got caught up but it will never happen again I promise"
I said sounding at bit sad

"yeah I find that hard to believe, and to think I actually thought you loved me" she was now bawling "honey, no don't ever say that I love you so much, in fact I am so in love with you it's insane you make me so happy I'm in love with your eyes, your hair,your beautiful laugh, if I never got to see those things again I don't know what I would do, baby I'm so sorry I love you so much" she looked at me and I was the one crying more than ever I almost lost her forever, she then got a soft tone to her face and she just hugged me, I hugged her so tight

I never wanted to let her go "I love you" she said I tried not to cry even more than I was but I smiled and kissed her forehead "I love you so much" I said pulling away, I looked at her wrists and gasped I saw aged cuts around the new ones  "how long?" I asked "A while she said looking down in shame and I lifted her chin with my fingers so that her eyes met mine "babe love you so much please never ever do that to yourself again you are so heavenly beautiful" I then got into the bed with her and held her so tight, Bella had been through all of this I need to be there for her at all times, I kissed her forehead and whispered "you are my life now and forever" then we both fell asleep in each other's arms
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