Secrets (A Camren Fanfic)

Chapter 22

When I hear the name my heart stops. This is the Hailee... the girl that took away my girlfriends virginity.

I look over at Camila and she looks like she's seen a ghost. I look between Camila and Hailee and they haven't broken the eye connection yet. I feel something tugging at my heart.

What if Camila leaves me for her first love? What if I'm not good enough for her anymore?"

The thoughts fill my head and I have to excuse myself. I get up out of my seat and walk out of the class, I'll explain to Mrs. H later. Hopefully I won't get into any trouble, I'm sure she would understand.

I hear footsteps behind me but I don't bother to turn around. I go into the bathroom and try to catch my breath. I feel like I'm having a panic attack at the mere thought of Camz with another girl.

"Lolo.. what's wrong?" I hear a soft voice but I can't focus. My vision is getting blurry from the lack of air I'm getting.

I feel soft hands on my cheek.

"Look at me." Camz whispers and I look into her beautiful brown eyes.

"What's wrong babe?" she asks and I just shake my head. I feel too embarrassed to admit that I'm scared she's going to leave me for the girl who took away her virginity.

"Is this about Hailee?" she asks and I nod, still trying to breathe properly.

"Lolo I promise there is nothing to worry about. I don't care about her I care about you. Please believe that." the look on Camz face makes me realize how stupid I was for being so insecure and worried.

"I believe you." I whisper.

"Good. Now kiss me and then let's get back to class okay?" she smiles and I nod.

I lean forward and kiss the younger girl gently. Just like that all the worries and fears I had disappeared and it was just me and her.

I hold her hand and kiss it softly.

"I'm sorry for running out of class like that." I apologize.

"Don't be. I got a kiss out of it so it's perfectly okay." she smiles and pulls me out of the bathroom.

She lets go of my hand and I hesitate before dropping hers. I guess I just wanted her to keep my hand in hers to let Hailee know that she's taken.

Camz must have noticed my hesitation because she grabbed my hand once more.

"Me and you okay?" she asks and I smile big.

"You and I." I correct earning a laugh from my girlfriend.

"Of course you grammar queen." she laughs as we walk into class.

I stare at Hailee as she stares between Camila and I then stares at our hands.

I turn my attention towards Mrs. H and mouthed a 'sorry'. She nods and it makes me happy that she understands and won't get upset at me for leaving.

I was so distracted the rest of the day, I honestly can't even remember what I learned.

After class I walked to Camila's last period and saw her talking to Hailee. Both girls were laughing and just like that all the thoughts came flooding back to me.

Once Camila noticed me she said goodbye and came toward me. She tried to give me a kiss but I turned my face making her kiss me on the cheek instead.

"Lauren what is bothering you? Is it really still Hailee? I told you I don't want her." she looks at me but I look at the wall on the opposite side of her.