An Unimaginable Love

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"Will I ever see you again?"

He searched my face, thinking of exactly what to say.

"I wish I could say yes, I wish I could tell you how happy you have made me in this short time, with my life back home I don't get to enjoy life like this, I want to say that I want to take you home with me, I want to tell you that I have fallen for you, and I want nothing more than for you to be mine, but my life Krissy, it's complicated for someone like you, we live in two different worlds, and I know you don't understand that, but no matter how strong my heart is telling me that I need you, I can't be unfair to you. I'm sorry."

With my vision blurring and my lips trembling I was dersperete to say anything to make him change his statement, I had fallen in love with what seemed to be a stranger, but I didn't care.
" I'm stronger than I look Tony." He pulled me close to him, kissed me, but his kiss was full of sadness, I realized this was a goodbye kiss. "Thank you for the best two days of my life" and with that he was gone.

I have no idea how I even got home that night.

The next morning I got up and got dressed for work. Being a loan advisor, witch basically means, people who need a big lum some of money come to me, and I lay there entire financial life out to them, and ultimaly decide if they are capable of getting the loan they asked for, its all really complicated, but I love my job. It keeps me on my toes, and keeps me busy.

Once I got my coffee from the only coffee shop in town, and was at work, I checked my phone. I had three messages. One from jer asking me to have lunch with him today I quickly agreed. One from Rebecca asking me to call her later, the third one was from Tony, without reading it I deleted it quickly. I didn't want to read it because I knew that I loved him, and he was leaving back to New York, and he was right. We do live in two different worlds. A Louisiana southern girl with a cajun accent and a very sexy, proper, city man from New York, just don't belong, but the more I thought about it the more I thought how perfect that fit was.

"It may be perfect krissy, but hes gone" I said to myself. I quickly busied myself with paperwork and emails until lunch time.

"Hey jer, how was your day" I asked him as I sat on the oposite side of the table from him.
"Ahh, same shit different tolite. You no I hate my job"
Laughing at him I asked him why he didn't just find another job.
"Living in this small town, with the limited jobs and to many people, I'm lucky I even have a job, witch is why I asked you to lunch I need to talk to you about something"
"Ugh oh. Ok what's..."
I couldn't finish my sentence because I was pulled up from my seat, by my upper arms and lips were slammed into mine, I didn't have to even look at the person to know who it was. And in the kiss I felt everything he was trying to tell me. I eventually returned the kiss with just as much emotion.
" Tony I thought you were gone."
"Bambina, I love you"

In that moment I could not speak, I felt like none of this was happening.

I quickly pinched myself, nope it was real.