An Unimaginable Love

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"This has to do with the trafficking" babyface says.

My stomach drops, and the worst come to mind. Why does shit keep happening.

"I'm sorry, trafficking? Abby asked.
Great now I have to explain everything to her. Wait, I don't even know what's going on. Now I'm pissed. My friend gets taken for a reason I have no idea of.

Step walks out the door,from refilling her glass as abby finishes her sentence.
"Uugh, I know the traffic is horrible hear." Everyone glares at her. Not now steph. Not now.

I really can't believe how livid I am that I don't know what's going on.

"Tony can I speak with you, and Vince, and anyone else who fucking knew about whatever is going on." I smirk easing the blow of my comment.

I walk off the porch, far enough away from it that the ones remaing can't hear anything. I look at Tony, Vince, Johnny boy, and baby face, with a look that tells them I am beyond angry, I can't remember the last time I have been this upset. Iv never been angery with Tony. Right now I can barely look at any of them. I really thought we all had the understanding that I was to be there equal. Now I'm left in the dark. I'm not just angery right now, I feel like a failure. Janet died because of this mess, my brother feels I have turned my back on him, and now becca is gone. I have no idea what I will do if she ends up like Janet. I don't let myself think about it.

"Someone explain." They all start talking at once, trying to answer my question.
"Stop!" I yell. And I can see Tony is getting agitated with me. I suspsect for being so bossy, and that just pisses me off more. I wouldn't have to act like this if he wouldn't have left me out of shit, esspicially sence it put my family and friends in danger.

"First I want to no what's going on, second I want to no why i was kept in the dark." I said looking straight at Tony. He's face goes softer at my words.

"For a while now, Tony has been trying to completely stop the sex trafficking of women. Years ago, we stopped it but shortly after it picked back up, we're trying to put a stop to it completely. I assume we are dealing with the Dante' family, the mafia of Florida. There only source of income was trafficking and enslaving women and children. We have been trying extra hard to shut them down because there mark on there women and children are to cut one ear off. Proving that even if they were sold, they would always belong the the Dante's family."

I take in all the information that Vince gives me and I shiver at the cruelty of the entire situation.

"So because we are trying to shut down there entire operation, they kidnapp one female? I don't get that?" I say.

"They work differently they hold something precious, to other mafia groups, to get what they want. There minds are smart. In there mind we have to choose what's more important, the girl, or there money, in this case it is, becca, or let them continue to tourchure and sell multiple women and children."

Tears pool to my eyes as baby face said his statement. What kind of choice is that to make. I can't choose that.

"I didn't mean to not tell you, I was working on all this before you, and its been in motion for a couple months now. I would have eventually told you, it just slipped my mind" Tony confessed and for some unknown reason to me his remark makes my blood boil and I glare at him.

"Just slipped your mind?"I yell. I take a deep breath and think about what to say. "I hope now that Rebecca is kidnapped and tied to a bed, it's fresh in your mind. This will stop, this putting my family in danger shit will not go on any further." I say calmy and step closer to Tony. "Even if I have to leave you. I won't let something like this happen again. I can't have a replay of Janet. And I can't love you, if all it does is bring the ones around me pain." I walk away as the tears start to flow. The thought of leaving Tony breaks my heart into a million pieces.

"Krissy!" I hear Tony yell and stop in my tracks, but when I turn around, I see something that I know I will never recover from. Tony is crying. On his knees crying. My heart is ripped from my chest and thrown into his hands. The sight of tears free falling from his face will forever haunt my dreams, I just know it.

I fall to the ground with him.
"Please, Krissy let me make this right. I'm sorry."
"I know. Lets just find her. Okay?"
He looks up and no matter what happens, I know that I will forever love him. It will always be Tony.
"I will always love you Tony. I just can't be selfish, and let my family and friends die off because I want to be happy."
"I won't let that happen" he beggs.
I know he would do anything in his power to stop any harm from coming to me, my family, or friends. But Im afraid this is to much for even him to protect and prevent.

"Sometimes you can't save everyone" I tell him. And I do the only thing I could think of, I kiss his tear soaked cheek and walk away. Leaving Tony on his knees crying. Leaving Tony wondering what will become of him and I.

More than anything I want to be with Tony. I want a future, kids, grandkids, the whole works, but can I have that being a mafia wife. I can't stand by and let other mafia family's take and use my family and friends as bait to get what they want from the Angelino family.

Eaither way, whatever happens I would be worthless, might as well be a corpse. If I stay with him, my loved ones are in danger, I could never sleep at night, knowing it was because of me, if I leave him, I wouldn't survive the night. My heart break would surely kill me.

I try to convince myself that I would rather be heartbroken and practly dead than be to blame for loosing my family one by one, as I fall into a deep sleep while everyone is on the search for my friend.