Chapter 18

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**DRAKE POV**

"When your memory is back maybe." I sighed, the moment I've anticipated since we started dating and I have to turn it down.

"I don't want to remember being afraid. If my memory comes back and I already have a baby inside me I will begin a new memory of the love I have for the baby." she defended.

"I can't. I love and respect you too much." I explained.

She smiled.

"What?" I laughed.

"Mmm I was just thinking of how lucky I am. You really really love me." she replied.

"Yeah. I do"

"Thats why I want to give you a baby." she reasoned.

"I don't want your memory to return after you're pregnant and its too late to turn back." I reiterated.

"I won't."

"You don't know that."

"I do!"

"Onika you don't quite know anything about yourself right now. Just trust me on this."

**NICKI POV**

I knew he was right and I didn't know much about him either so I decided on the one thing I could do even though I wasn't sure if this tactic worked on him or not it was worth the try.

"Fine." I crossed my arms and turned away from him.

"You understand why I'm saying no right?" he crawled across the bed to me.

I didn't respond.

"You don't know how badly I've always wanted us to have a baby. But I can't fathom to even consider conceiving one before you are completely well." he explained.

"You'll never have a baby then." I mumbled.

"If thats how things work out then so be it."

"Or a wife." I slipped in.

"What?"

I ignored him.

"Nicki I don't want you to be upset with me because of this."

I ignored again.

A few moments of silence passed until something gave me a thought.

I took a deep breath and turned to him.

"What?" He looked at me confused.

"Can you get the two girls?" I asked.

"Olivia and Skylar?"

"Yes."

"Umm.. Okay." He shrugged and got up and left.

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