Trish's POV
Oh my god. What's up with people today? Kevs and Ben are always smiling when I made eye contact with them. What was that all about? I'm getting all suspicious now. But enough of this, I need to go home and take a shower.
"Hey guys I need to go home. I'm gonna take a shower and probably go to the mall and buy grocery. I'll be back tonight. Aryt? 'Kay. Bye!" I yelled at them. They both nodded and Kevs walked towards me kissing me on the cheeks. She hugged me tight, like I've just done something that made her proud. What? I dont even get it.
"Oookay. That was weird. Bye guys" I walked towards the door and drove off.
I finished taking a bath and fixing my hair and make up. I went down the living room feeling lonely and shit so i decided to go to the mall now to do some groceries.
To my surprise, as I was walking to the department store, I could've sworn I saw Oli Sykes. I wasn't wrong because he saw me too and waved his arms so high he's getting all the attention in the store. And then one kid ran towards him and asked for a picture. Wow. I didn't know they were THAT famous.
My heart raised when I saw him walking towards me. WHAT?! No! I'm guessing I'll fall in love again. But, no. I can't. I dont want to hurt again.
"Hey! Trish, right? You remember me? Oliver. From Ben and Kevs' party?" He said, I didn't even notice he was here already. He broke my train of thoughts. I didn't know what to say. Oh my God. What if he ask me out? Probably not.
"Hey, uhm. Are you doing something tonight? We could hang out, you know. I'm free and I'm still just staying in a hotel til we go on tour again." He said. I haven't even responded to him on his first question. This man is just charming. His dark hair just falling into place. His accent is just making my hormones go wild. His eyes are just full of wonder and they sparkle like the stars. He's so perfect. I felt my heart skip a beat when I realized I was staring at his perfect body.
"Oh. Uhm. I'm staying at Kevs and Ben's tonight. You wanna come and maybe drink beer and watch movies?" i didn't even know where that came from! Dammit! My lips just moved like it had a mind on its own. I shouldn't have said that but it's rather too late to take it back now that he's already nodded.
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At Kevs and Ben's place.
Oli and I just drove off there with all of my groceries and stuff. He had his own car so he just followed me here. I tend to get conscious when he followed me. I'm not used to it.
Oli and I got out our cars and walked towards the door. We didn't say one single thing and I just knocked on the door. Please I hope Kevs didn't open the door. But, no. She did. Fuck!
"Oh... Hey.. uhm. Hey.. Oliver. Uh.. Trish?" She looked at me so confused her eyebrows almost met each other. She must hate me now that I brought Oli here. Damn.
"Oh. Shi... Uhm. How rude of me. Come in guys. BEN! We have a visitor! Come down here now!" She yelled at Ben and looked at us just speechless. Neither did I know what to say. Everything was awkward. Fuck. How do i fix this. Ben went down running down the stairs and slowed down to the last four steps when he saw who was our visitor. He just looked at us with confusion and shock all the same time.
"Oh hey Oli. What's up? And... Uhmm. Trish? Hey..." Ben said to us just raising an eyebrow.
"Well i asked Trish out but she said that we could just go here. We saw each other at the department store at the mall." Oli said without even the slightest hesitation. I'm so fucked up now.
I stood up and told Oli that I'd just get the beer and we can watch movies then.
It was way past 11, Kevs and Ben are probably asleep now. Oli and I are still in the living room watching Harry Potter.
Later on, he moved closer to me, I widened my eyes and not being able to move. I dont even know what tou say. Shit. Shit. Shit. What now? And all of a sudden, he took my hand and held it. While he put his head on my shoulder. I felt a little comfortable now. I even felt myself smile.
"Trish, I ..uhm. Will you go out with me?" He said in a whisper. I widened my eyes in shock and my jaw just dropped. I know he had said it earlier. But this time it was different. He was. serious. He looked me in the eyes. It was as if he was asking me to be his girlfiend. But then if I agreed to date him I would be his girlfriend. What should I say? I like him. I really do. But... I dont wanna break my promise to myself. I need to take control. I dont wanna end up being hurt again.
Out of unconsciousness. I nodded. Oh my god. WHY!? I was just shocked. I dont wanna date yet. What did I just do? No. Or maybe Oli's different from the rest of them? I haven't really heard any gay stuff that's happened to their tour? Maybe I should really give it a try then?
"Really? Oh my God!" Before he could even say anything. I cut him off, "Uhm wait. Can we just, uhm.. Take a walk out? I kinda wanna get stuff out of my head." I said. He nodded, smiled and hugged me. I was getting really comfortable with him around. He hugs me alot. He seem so comfortable to me and he isn't shy to hold my hand or kiss my cheeks. I think I'm gonna like this.
We got up and put on or sweaters and hoodies to go out to the cold night.
"Where are we even going? It's freezing here. Damn." He asked shivering from the cold of the night. It felt always right to me. The coldness that runs to my hair just clears my mind and just relaxing. The cold air that we breathed were mind blowing. It was amazing. I kind of felt home. Until I realized I didn't answer his question. I really dont know where we were going so I just shrugged and we just kept walking. We stopped at the park and I hurried down to the swings. The feeling of cold metal connecting to my bare skin made me shiver in a good way.
"You dont wanna sit? C'mon. It clears my mind and this reminds me of when my ex boyfriend used to bring me here and he......" I broke off. Didn't wanna bring it up. I saw that Oli was getting a little uncomfortable and just brushed his hands at the back of his neck. And just chuckled.
"Oh. Okay. The breeze IS kinda relaxing, huh? Evening here is amazing." He walked to the swing next to me and sat reaching for my hand so we could swing together in unison. Not caring what time it is.
We had small talk and got to know each other.
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"Oh shit! What time is it!?" I interrupted our talk when I yelled. I remember Kevs and I are doing shopping for her wedding. Oh my god. I needed to get up early.
"It's almost 2 am. I think we should go though, is it okay?" He asked me. He was stuttering, the cold night is getting into his skin.
"You're cold. You should be used to this though you know. You're from Europe." I said joking and winked at him. "But we do need to go home. You wanna stay in Kevs and Ben's tonight? Or you need to get home?" I asked getting my thoughts out.
"No, I should really go to my hotel. I tend to miss the bed that I got used to." He said kind of disappointed. I could see he really wanted to spend time with me.
"Okay. C'mon let's get home. You left your car at the house." I said holding his hands. It was so cold. I'm used to this kind of weather so I decided to remove my hoodie and give it to him.
"I'm used to this. You're shaking. Go on just put it on you. You dont wanna catch a cold right?" I said like a mother not wanting his son to catch a flu going out on a winter day.
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(Author's Note)
Yeah sorry this is too cheeky. I lost my mind when I heard Ben Bruce got married.(in real life with sam) So I beat myself up about it. I kinda lost it and now my head is stuck with All Time Low songs, which isn't usual coz I usually listen to metal or post-hardcore. But ATL song is just, giving me this feeling of enlightenment. Which made me dance when I'm alone. xD I feel crazy. Damn.
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Love's Blindness(SWS,PTV,OM&M,BMTH,ATL,Danny Worsnop)
Fanfica story about love, realization, and friendship. includes SWS PTV, OM&M, BMTH, ATL, AA and some more! :))