Love's Blindness(SWS,PTV,OM&M,BMTH,ATL,Danny Worsnop)

Emotionally shut off

Tony Perry's POV

When I was at Kevs and Ben's party. I couldn't get my mind, nor my eyes, from Trish, Kevs' bestfriend they introduced to us. Ben told me she was kind of dating Kellin. I felt my stomach turn upside down with that thought. Why Kellin?! Vic and Kellin are together? Or I thought. I was so confused. I was following her every move. She moved so swiftly with that denim shorts and tank top. Her grace is what caught my eyes. She's so perfect in every way. How her short hair hovers above her neck and those thick kissable red lips that I could just peck if I had the guts. Her perfectly shaped body. Her deep brown eyes in the dark but turns into hazel brown in the light. It makes me smile when she turns and smiles. Everything she does is like slow motion to me and everything just fades away. All I can see is her.

I couldn't just keep my eyes off her. She's talking to some band members. Moments later, she looks like she was looking for someone. Kellin? All I know is that he and Vic snuck out to the backyard. I guess they wanna make up. I saw Trish going to the kitchen. She took so long to come out. I noticed my cup is empty. I could make an excuse to go to the kitchen. Just to see how she's doing.

I saw her near the broom closet, I heard a sob. Oh my God. She must've saw Vic and Kellin eating each other's faces back there. I felt sorry for her. I wanted to come near her and hug her, just to make her pain go away. But i didn't. I just told her to go have fun and dont beat herself up about it. I turned to look at her. Her eyes are red and her face is stained with tears. I wanted to come towards her, but I didn't wanna freak her out. She just nodded at me and I just walked away. Damn! I'm a dick. I should be the one to comfort her! Dammit. I hate myself for this.

I was with Oli Sykes talking about our tour next week. I saw on the corner of my eye, Trish and Austin going upstairs. I felt my heart sank and shatter into million pieces. I regret not talking to her more. I didn't wanna creep her out. Trish and Austin are gonna have sex now. I didn't take the opportunity when I had it. I hate myself for this.

The next day after the party. I wake up and had a massive headache. "Ugh. Hungover. Fuck this." I muttered to myself. I sat up and I thought about Trish again. She must've felt happy with Austin now. I frowned to myself and stood up to wash my face. And brush my teeth.

I changed to my usual Key Street sleeveless and jeans. Put on my cap and went downstairs. "Well hello crappy world. What do you have for my miserable life today?" I told myself. Then a thought came. I picked my phone and contacted Ben if I can come over to talk. But all I want to do is just see Trish of she's fine. How's she now with Austin. Then, it hit me. AUSTIN'S DATING ALAN!! A smile ran over across my face. I had hope. I picked up all I need and drove off to Ben's.

I was nervous to get in. What if Trish answered the door. What would I say? Shit. Should I even do this?

I hesitated but walked towards the door. I heard Trish yelling. I couldn't really understand what she was saying. But it was loud. I snapped and put myself back to reality and knocked.

"Uhm.. Hey, uhh.. Trish. Uhm.. Is Ben in there? I kinda wanna talk to him." I spoke. My heart pounding when I saw Trish open the door. She looks like she cant believe that she saw me. She smiled and stood at the doorway. Just frozen. I smiled and chuckled. She must've broken to reality. I saw her snap back up and Stepped away from the door and just let me in.

"Oh hey Kevs! Ben here?" I asked and she greeted me with a warm smile and nodded. Gestured to the kitchen where I assume where Ben is.

"Hey dude. Sup?" He greeted me warmly. And just nodded.

"Hey man, I just.. i need to tell you something." I said nervously. He widened his eyes. He must've thought I'm gonna confess my love to him. Not a chance! I'm straight. No doubt about it.

"Hey, dude, I'm getting married. I'm straight. Fuck man!" He yelled at me! He looked so serious then I just burst out laughing at his face.

"Man, you must see your face. You look shit. No man, I'm straight. I was gonna tell you about Trish. Is she with Austin? I-I...." I said nervously. Dropped the laugh and got serious. His eyes widened again. But this time, with joy. Why?

"Shit, man! No she's not with Austin. He's still dating Alan, and last night they were just drunk. So Austin barely remembered what he did. He rushed off earlier today. Trish, though, she didn't take it well. She announced earlier that she's shutting her emotions and sex desires towards men off...." He explained being serious and his face dropped. His last word, he gestured to me. She shut herself in falling in love? I guess I was too late. "And I think she just dont want men in her life... For now. Sorry, man. You had her at the wrong time." He said, patting my shoulders lightly. Like a brother. I just nodded and told him I should leave. As I walk to the living room, I saw Kevs and Trish giggling and stuff. I felt like bursting to tears. My heart broke into shattered million pieces. I'm hopeless now. I dont have the guts to ask her out. Now that I know she'd just reject me. I drove off. I dont even know where I was going. I just. I wanna get away.

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Trish's POV

Why was Tony here? Man, that guy's hot! But I'm taking seriously what I said. I dont wanna fall in love. Not even once. Maybe, just for 5 months.

Ben came in the living room looking suspiciously happy.

"Did he confess his feelings for you?" Kevs joked when she saw Ben walk towards her. He just smiled and shook his head. He leaned closer to Kevs to whisper something, DAMN! I can't hear it. So I just pretended that I was cleaning the house moving closer to them, hoping I could hear what Ben was saying. But, no. Unfortunately, No. I didn't. Then I jumped back when I heard Kevs yell and laugh, "NO SHIT!?!" And burst out laughing. It's kinda pissing me off. Were they talking about me?? So I pretended to hear it and said, "What?!? Are you kidding me?? Did I even hear that clearly? What the fuck man!"

They both looked at me in shocked, at first, trying to resist their laughs. Biting their lips. But they couldn't hold it any longer. Then Ben said, "You fucking prick, mate. You didn't hear shit what i was talking about. I wasn't even saying anything. Stupid bitch." I just frowned. I could've sworn I heard words, but I just couldn't decipher what he was saying. I stood there looking and sounding stupid to them. Damn.

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A/N.

Kinda long. I guess. Awwwh. Tony's hopelessly inlove with Trish. Shall I break our Tony's heart more? I'm evil. Lol. I'll make it up to you. Promise. <3

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