All I saw was darkness. I couldn't think, I couldn't do anything; so I just sat there. I cried, I screamed, I did everything I could do and nothing helped. I still felt alone, I still felt helpless.
I got up and turned on the lights, looking at the text from last night. I didn't do anything but stare at the few little words typed on my screen.
I then decided I would try to talk to him
Me: where do you want to meet??
I sat there staring at my screen till something popped up.
Jackass: meet me at the little park in front of my apartment.
I replied with an ok and turned my phone off.
I started getting ready to take a shower, making sure the water was scolding hot before i stepped in.
//After shower\\
I pulled out some hug wasted denim shorts and a shirt that said 'f**k you' and slipped it on. I applied some mascara and eyeliner making sure it was perfect, I also decided I would curl my hair since I still had an hour.
When I was done I looked at myself in the mirror. I didn't see anything special.
My naturally tan skin was now a ghostly pale color, my hair that once held so much volume and color was now faded and dull. My eyes, once full of life now looked dead, as if there was no soul in my body. Everything about me was ruined.
I looked down at my arms, the ones that now were covered in scars. I grabbed some bracelets and covered them up making sure he wouldn't see.
I grabbed my keys, and left to go see him. I walked down the stairs as slowly as i could, not wanting to see Harry. When I got to the first floor, I looked at the door and sighed. This was it.
I slowly moved my feet towards the door, glancing back at the stairs every minute wandering if I was doing the right thing. I wanted to bolt up the stairs, I didn't want to see him, if I saw him I would brake and show him how weak I was and that was not an option.
I pushed the door open and felt the cool air on my face. I kept going, I walked across the street until I was right in front of the park. I walked to the little play area and looked around wondering where he was.
I kept looking, not able to see him. Then something caught my eye. It was a little ribbon, at first I thought it was just a little kids but as I got closer I could see there was a note on it.
Elizabeth, meet me in the little wooded area, I have left a trail of ribbons and if you follow correctly you will find a cave. Go in the cave and there you will find me- H.S.
I looked around and spotted the next ribbon, then the next, and the next. I followed them into a wooded area, as Harry said, and kept walking. I then found a cute little cave, wondering if I should go in.
My feet then moved without my command, as if something was pulling me into the little area. It was dark, it was damp, and every so often you could hear a drop of water hitting the rocks.
At the end of the tunnel was a light, I followed it until I reached an area, much like the cave from when I was a kid.
Then I saw him, his green eyes staring into my boring blue. So much pain was held behind those beautiful blue eyes, his smile saying I'm fine, but his eyes screaming help me.
He got up and walked over to me, his figure towering over mine. I was almost scared.
I trembled as he got closer, and closer. It almost looked as though he was angry and what he did next surprised me.
