Here I am sitting and talking with the E Girls. This is the perfect opportunity to ask Emily. I asked if I could talk to her and she replied 'yes of course this is E Girls'. I told her I need to talk to her privatly and she said fine. As Emily came to follow me, Stephanie had a look one her, which looked like she was saying 'I wonder what's they're going to talk about'.
Its none of her business. I want to tell Emily and only Emily. I had to get my words out this time and luckily I managed it. I got a different repose to what I wanted. Did Emily just say that she didn't show Miss Kate at all? That's probably why Michelle is in the back and me in the front. If Miss Kate saw my audition she would definitely not put me in the front row.
I had a plan. A plan that would change my friendship with Emily. She's my sister but she's also my friend. The plan was that when we have rehearsals tomorrow I'd put Michelle in the front and me in the back. As much as I want to do it, I don't want to do it either because Emily will hate me and probably kick me out of the E Girls. But what's more important to me. E Girls or the team?
The team is more important than E Girls. But I don't know if I can do it. I know who I'll ask to help me. James. He gives great advice to everyone if I'm completely honest.
