Mistakes I've Made

CHAPTER 5 "I-I I think I might be pregnant."

I laid next to Kevin, his arms wrapped protectively around my waist. He had spent the night and we had just fallen asleep after watching Titanic with Emily and Liam. I was feeling nauseous but tried to ignore it. I cuddled deeper into Kevin's chest. Finally it was to much for me. I got up running into the bathroom and emptying my stomach.

Kevin came in, rubbing my back. "You ok babe?" I shook my head vomiting more. Kevin stayed by my side the whole time trying to help. When I felt a bit better Kevin helped me up. He put a hand to my forehead, and frowned. "You aren't warm." I gave a half smile.

"Maybe I ate something bad." he nodded

"C'mon lets get you back to bed." I nodded. He laid me down.

"I know what might make your tummy feel better." I raised an eyebrow. He pulled up my shirt leaving light kisses everywhere. He kissed just above my belly button and then it hit me.

"Kevie how many times did we use protection?" he blushed. Then started thinking.

"None." my eyes widened. We had nonstop sex for the past two months.

"I-I I think I might be pregnant." his eyes widened, a smile growing. He picked me up off the bed spinning me around.

"I love you Zayn." His lips crashed onto mine.

"I said I might be." I laughed at him. I wrapped my legs around my waist and my arms around his neck. He put his arms under my thighs to help hold me up.

"I hope you are. I would love to have a child with you." I gave him a loving smile before leaning into his lips. The kiss was as sweet as the first on we shared.

"You want me to take a test?" He nodded. I laid my head on his shoulder.

"You ok baby?" I nodded

"I'm just a little tired." He laid me on the bed.

"Get some sleep. You can take the test in the morning." I nodded pulling him next to me. We fell asleep in each others arms.

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I was woken up by a faint cry in the next room. I pulled away from Kevin. Emily was up with Dinky. "Shh baby. It's ok. Mommy's here. I got you." I rubbed my eyes a bit. Liam was still asleep with Lily and Sophie laying next to him. "Sorry Zayn. Did she wake you up?"

"Yea. But I was gonna get up to find something to eat anyway." She nodded and went back to trying to calm down Dinky.

"Here let me see her. Emily handed me her youngest daughter. I looked at her, then I saw what was wrong. I picked up her dummy that was hanging by a clip on her shirt, I put it next to her mouth letting her take it. She sucked it lulling back to sleep. I laid her down next to Liam and her sisters. Emily thanked me.

I went into the kitchen, grabbing a banana from the fruit rack. I looked over at the time. The clock read 4:28. I laughed to myself knowing Kevin would probably be upset if he knew I was up. I went back down to my room, seeing Kevin still asleep. I giggled, kissing his forehead. After I finished my late night snack I decided to take a test not wanting to wait any longer to see if I was gonna become a parent or not. I took it and let it set.

After about 5 minutes I looked down to see a plus sign, I started to cry. I ran into my room. "Kevin! Wake up!" he shot out of bed, looking at me, worry plastered on his face.

"What's wrong babe?" I smiled handing him the test. He looked down at it smiling. Then scooped me up into a hug. I felt tears hit my shirt.

"Baby are you crying?"

"No, it's liquid pride." I laughed at him kissing him softly. "You were crying too."

"Yes but at least I can admit I was crying." He stuck his tongue out making me laugh "I love you Kevie."

"Love you more Z-Z," I'm guessing we were a little loud because Emily came in rubbing her eyes.

"What's going on?" I looked at her smiling.

"Em I'm Pregnant." she snapped awake looking at me.

"Oh my god. That's so awesome." she hugged me the started glaring at at Kevin.

"What?" I could hear the fear in his voice.

"You leave him and I swear on the angels Louis and Andrew that I will kill you." He gave a scared nod.

"Ems stop you're scaring him." She didn't look at me.

"Good he needs to know I'm serious. I've been lied to before what makes you think I'll trust you?" he smirked.

"Because if I was lying I wouldn't do this." he grabbed me by the waist crashing his lips on mine. I kissed back on instinct. I felt him smirk in the kiss.

"Alright I get it .But I'll be keeping an eye on you boy. You hurt my Zayn, you deal with me."

"He's actually mine. He's carrying my baby. That makes him mine." I could hear the possessiveness in his voice.

"Possessive much are we?" Emily shot back.

"No just protective." Emily was about to reply but she stopped placing a hand on her stomach. I looked at her.

"Em is everything ok?"

"I gotta go wake up Liam."

"Why what's wrong?" she looked at me smiling.

"He's kicking!" she then ran into her bedroom leaving me alone with Kevin. He looked at me.

"You're hot when you get all possessive." He blushed.

"Sorry. I don't know what came over me." I shook my head.

"Like I said it was fucking hot." I leaned over kissing him. I started to feel tired. Kevin sensed it, and had me lay down and go to sleep. I didn't object.