Mistakes I've Made

CHAPTER 9 You Left Me

I slept soundly next to Kevin our babies sometimes kicking me. One of our phones started ringing. I cracked one eye open to see which one. It was Kevin's. I kicked his knee, trying to get him up. "Kev, Kevie." Kevin hummed and opened his eyes. I handed him his phone. He looked at it and groaned.

"Hello?" I laid back down turning on my other side to watch him. "Mom its late over here can't we talk about this later?... I don't get why you're so pissed, I'm a grown man I can make my own decisions..."

"Kevie is something wrong?"

"Nothing baby go back to sleep." I pouted and stared at him. He leaned over kissing my lips. "Sleep for our babies." I nodded laying my head on his chest. His hand went to my back rubbing small circles on it. I listened to his heart beat and fell back asleep.

Not knowing Kevin was still on the phone. "Fine I'll come out." he hung up, slowly moving my sleeping body off of him and slipping on cloths. He kissed my forehead whispering "I'll be back as soon as I can. Be safe my love." then he left without me knowing.

I woke up at about 11:30. Looking on the night stand I saw the sonogram of the triplets, to a lot of people it looked like blobs. But it meant a lot more to me. Those were my babies and I loved them.

Slowly I got out of bed. "Kevie?" no answer. I went out into the living room looking for him. Liam was laying on the couch Aaron sleeping on his chest. "Liam have you seem Kevin?"

"No sorry Zayn. He might have gone out to get you more bananas and chocolate pudding." I pouted sitting in the recliner.

"Where's Taz?"

"Work. It's lonely in this house." he was right the house seemed empty without the people we love. I looked down at Aaron and smiled. My hand went to to my bump.

"Babies..." Liam looked up. Then rubbed Aaron's back.

"Yea. You excited?" I nodded leaning back in the chair.

"Scared as shit too." Liam laughed looking at the little boy on his chest.

"First time can be a bit terrifying. But you'll do fine." there was a knock on the door. Liam laid Aaron down in his cradle then got up to see who it was. I heard him growl. Cautiously I got up seeing who was there.

"I just need to talk to my brother." my eyes widened. What was he doing here.

"Zayn go back into the living room. I don't think Kevin wants you near him." I stood there in shock.

"I-I..." my arms went over my bump. Trying to get my babies to stop kicking.

"I'm serious." my body was frozen. I couldn't move, couldn't breath. I felt something wet hit my hand. A tear drop.

"Ugh fuck you all." he walked off. Liam shut the door.

"Zayn? You ok?" I finally broke down in his arms.

"I want Kevin!" he held me, rubbing my back while I cried in his shirt.

"Why don't we go call him." I nodded scrubbing my eyes with the back of my hand. Liam dialed the number then handed me the phone.

"You've reached Kevin I can't come to the phone but I'll try to get back to you as soon as possible. Thank you, have a nice day." I frowned. He always answered the phone, unless it was an unknown number.

"H-he didn't answer..."

"Maybe his phone died." I nodded.

Going into my room, crawling in bed and cuddling his pillow. Part of me was telling me that he would never come back, and that sent me to tears.