Mistakes I've Made

CHAPTER 11 Don't Be Scared.

"I missed you." I mumbled against Kevin's lips. He laughed.

"I was only gone for an hour."

"It felt like forever." He ran his had down my side.

"I'm sorry." His phone rang. "Hello?"

"Kevin. I need help you to come get me and Emily. Something happened and she went crazy I can barely hold her off. 'You raped your stepbrother! You got him pregnant! He is 13 and was a virgin! People like you make me sick!' Hurry please." My eyes widened. She was really mad.

"I'll be there soon." Kevin looked at me. "Stay here." I nodded.

"Be safe." he kissed my head then grabbed his keys and left.

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Liam carried Emily in. He set her next to me on the couch. I noticed the blood on her scrubs.

"Where did the blood come from?" I asked softly looking at my hands.

"Baby girl 2lbs...." my heart clenched.

"So she didn't make it?" she shook her head.

"Her father was malnutrition. He died during birth." I frowned.

"Emily how come you never talk about your female patients?"

"I don't have any. My practice is for male pregnancies. I had your doctor transfer your records to me. So now you have the awesomest doctor ever!" I giggled.

"Thank you... Ow..." a stabbing feeling ran through my body.

"You ok Zayn?" I nodded.

"I'm fine." Liam walked in holding a coffee mug.

"Here. I made you some Earl Gray." he handed Emily the cup.

"Thank you. I have the bestest husband ever."

"You and your est. Bestest, awesomest, superest. Now Mrs.est. Why were so pissed off at work."

"Ok so when I first met Ryan he was like jumpy if someone touched him. So I thought ok kid doesn't like to be touched. He was 13 so I asked if his parents knew and he like flipped out, and made me promise not to tell them. At his 4th appointment his step brother-who may I mention is 25-came with. Ryan looked really scared. I asked Ryan who the father of his baby was and he got really quiet. So today he goes into labor and of course I delivered the baby. She has very weak lungs. Ryan told his brother and he totally blew up and yelled that he was just a worthless whore and that no one would ever love him like he did and that he wish he never got him pregnant." Every one was quiet. Liam sighed.

"Life these days. Its terrible."

"Yea. Hey Liam. You know the pack of smokes I keep in our night stand. I need you to bring me one."

"Emily you know I hate you smoking."

"I know Li. But I'm really stressed. I'll only have one I promise.

"Fine. But only because I know you only smoke 3 days a year." she smiled kissing him.

"I didn't know you smoked." Kevin said an adorable confused look on his face. And for those of you reading shut up my fiancé is adorable.

"I don't not usually. I smoke let's see. New Years, the day my dad died and my birthday. Unless I'm pregnant. Which is a love/hate situation. I love having babies but I hate not being able to share a glass of wine with my husband every night."

"You share a glass of wine?" I nodded.

"They've done it every night since they got married."

"Why not have a glass each."

"Aha Mr.Jonas." Liam came out holding a cigarette and a box of matches. Emily took the box and smoke.

"I know lighting a whole box of matches calms you down."

"Thank you baby. You should tell Kevin about our wine tradition." Emily lit the cigarette leaning against Liam to keep the smoke away from me.

"When me and Em got married she was pregnant. Not very far along though. Everyone was drinking and she felt left out. So I let her have a sip of my wine. I guess that started it." Emily started lighting the matches. She lit one putting it near my hair. Her smoke hanging between her lips.

"No!" I screamed hiding in Kevin's chest. She giggled.

"I'm joking you big baby." I laughed with her.

"What the hell do you mean you got Josh pregnant." Harry said loudly from his room.

"I said I might have. And I can blame you and Niall because you took us drinking!" Ed shot back. Emily put out her cigarette. Sneaking over to the door.

"Well why would you think he is?"

"Niall said he's been puking a lot and that he's really moody." The room went silent to hear better.

"Has he taken a test?"

"No. He refuses to do it."

"Ed its his body." Emily's phone rang loudly.

"Dammit." she mumbled. She walked away from the door. "Dr.Payne speaking... Yes I am... Read his scans wrong?... That's only in women!... Kill the father and the children... Yes you're right you did... He's going to need surgery... No I'll preform it... You're welcome. Goodbye." She hung up.

"Emily is everything ok?" she punched a hole in the wall. She looked at me and tears brimmed her eyes. Then ran over and hugged me.

"I'm so sorry. You'll be ok. So will your babies." I felt the arms around my waist tighten.

"What are you talking about?" Kevin's voice sounded almost scared.

"His doctor missed something. Its simple surgery but if not done the babies could die and kill him also." he started shaking.

"He'll be ok. Right? Emily promise he won't die." he put his head on my shoulder. I felt tears hit my skin. "I love him."

"Kevin he'll be fine. I'll schedule a surgery and that'll be the end of it." he nodded but kept his tight grip around me.

"You really do love him don't you Kevin."

"More than anything." I smiled leaning my head against his.

"I love you too Kevie."

"My Z-z." he mumbled in my neck.

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"Don't die on me." Kevin mumbled running his fingers across my cheek.

"I won't." I grabbed his head before kissing him. He leaned his head against mine.

"I'm so scared you will." I wiped away his tears.

"Don't be."

"See you after." He kissed me again.

"Be there when I wake up." He nodded. A nurse came and wheeled my bed away. I blew him one last kiss, before laying back.

Emily came in the room a mask on. "Don't be scared Zayn. I've done this about 5 times." I nodded.

"I'm ready." she nodded to the anesthesiologist. And I zoned out.

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I felt my hand being squeezed and my face being stroked. Slowly I opened my eyes. Everything was foggy at first. Then my vision focused. Kevin stood there smiling at me.

"Hey there sleepy head."

"Hi." I mumbled a small smile on my face.

"How you feeling?"

"Sleepy." he chuckled.

"You're always sleepy." I hummed. "I love you."

"I love you too." I poked out my lips and he kissed me.