*5th Page of my Dairy*
i packed my stuffs when anty came in.."beta..plz rono k behaviour ka bura manna..i m sorry for him" i smilled at her gesture..she was really kind n nice to me..unlike his son..i murmured some curses for him mentally.. "ye lo...isme tere favourite parathe h..alu wale..with mitha dahi.." she gave me a yellow superman wala tiffin box..i knew it belongs to randhir...i flinched seeing it "but anty..." i didnt want to take it atfirst but she packed it in my bag "ghar jake khalena..i so want u to have dinner with us bt avi rono.." i smilled holding her hand "its ok anty.." she planted a kiss on my forhead n went off.. i arranged some more book..n abt to step out of his room when he came in fornt of d door.. "have ur dinner here" he said looking in my eyes but i looked down..not dat i was scared of him.. Bus..i didnt wanna look at him..
"i have my home to have it" i mumbled n made my way to go..but he stopped me..by placing his hand in front of me.
i stared at him but before i could say anything..he pushed me inside n latched d door...
And in a swift movement he pinned me on the door..
"what the hell...chor mujhe" i yelled but he shhhhed me... but i was in no mood to listen..i struggled to free me..
"dekh i m not in mood to fight agn..chor..mujhe" i started slaping his chest but he applied his force agn..
he held my forearm tightly to stop my activity..n the next moment hugged me tight without any further exchange of words.. i was numb by his gesture... he slowly rubbed my back..it was soothing for me..i closed my eyes inhaling his boyish smell so as he..i could feel his racing heartbeat.. "i m sorry.." he wishpered out..near my ear. i don't know why i didnt feel lyk pushimg him away.. i just hmmmed n his grip around my waist became more tight...
our small comsoling moment came to an end when we heard anty's yell "sanyu tu thik h...? dkh light chali gayi.. me niche jake dkhti hu..kya hua"
Our locality was not lyk such place where loadshedding was common...we came back from our fantasy world found the room dark..we didnt realize when light ditched us.. he asked me to answer.. i dont knw why i obeyed him "hain anty me thik hu" i answered her still standing in his embrace.. we heard the sound of lock in the main door..n we huffed..
he cupped my face with his palm..n joined our foreheads ..i could see his twinkling eyes..
"sorry" he hushed near my lips
i hmmmed
"ab v gussa h" he rubbed his nose on my cheek.. my breathing was heavy with a unknown tingling sensation in my stomach... his fingers were playing piano on my waist..as it waiting for my answer but
my voice stuck at my throat..when he pecked my cheek for the 1st time....
i shuddered at d touch of his warm lips...his smell was intoxicating..touches were soothing..he pecked my same cheek some more.. I clutched d side of his tee tight...unable to do anything else
"rono.." i wishpered out
He hmmmed..
"mujhe na.." i paused for a moment "gudgudi ho rahi h..pet me" i gulped d lump in my throat
He chuckled out hard...clasped me in his arm agn..his smile made me smile too.. I giggled n hugged him back.. "i hate u.." i slapped his back.. He didnt reply but hugged me tight...
I dont remember when light came..when i came back home..all i remember is i was in some magic spell...what was it.?i dnt knw..but it was not bad.. My sadu was not bad..n i could guess that night sleep filed divorce to both of us!
To be continued...
