*19th Page of my Dairy*
"sanyu" he called me by that particular name! I stopped beathing at that instant.. It was bliss for me to hear my name.. I turned back only to find him with a bouquet of blue orchids! My Favourite flowers!!My angry dominating boss with my favourite flowers standing right infront of me! It took me a moment to realize that he was actually here!!
"ummmm" he was scratching his mane..i knw the reason- whenever he is nervous he do that..! 'But why is nervous now..' my mind growled. I looked up in his jet black orbs.. He pressed his lips tight..before speaking out..! "tere lia.." he passed the bouquet.. I took it quitely bcz in the deep corner of my heart he was still 'MY RONO'. he indicated me to look at the note..n i did what he said. I took it out.
It contained something which i was not at all expecting.. A sorry note!!
"Sorry??" i was blank,staring blankly at him when he inched closer.. N i was abt to step back when he put his hand on my waist, making me still. I didnt shiver bcz it was a known touch"i m sorry.. Sorry for being stupid 7 years back.. Sorry for our broken friendship..sorry for leaving u here! Sorry for being stupid agn in office n blaming u as thief!! I knw my sorrys r not enough to mend up everything.. What i did 7 years back..what i did in this few days..everything..i m sorry everything" tear oozed out of my eyes..my vision gt blur due to it..i looked down when he cupped my face. He rubbed his thumb on my cheeks in order to wipe my tears.. I closed my eyes as fresh tears took its place again.."i m sorry for making u cry..i hate myself for being the only reason behind ur tears" he hushed near my face.. I could feel our proximity as he kissed away my tears..followed by pecking my eyes one after other..I took the guts to blink my eyes..only to see him, just too close...i found his eyes wet too!
"i m sorry for forcing myself on u.." his thumb caressed my lower lip..Closing my eyes once agn "i love u rono" i heard my whisper..his one hand moved downwards to cup my waist n i felt lyk i was on shifting tectonic plates as his pulled me more close n i filled the inch gap between us... We both found solace..that longing solace after seven long years..
"Maam.. Maam" i heard a unknwn voice.."Maam"I stirred in sleep den wake up with a jerk!! I found a air-hostress looking at me with her utter concentration..i was in plane n randhir was sitting beside ishika,glaring at me!! For what??I sober up my position n the air hostress offered me my food!
After she left..i look up at them..randhir was not interested in me anymore!! I shook my head in disgust'n I was dreaming abt him' my inner goddess glared at me 'how can i be this weak??'To be continued..