Friends with Benefits

Part 9

Friends with benefits - Part 9

(Y/N)'s POV

I hate to see Niall like that and I hate myself for not being able to agree to be his girlfriend. I don't know what to do and everything gets really awkward.

I get up from the couch and walk to the bathroom door. "Niall" I mumble against the door. I can hear that he's crying and it breaks my heart. "Please open the door" I beg as I lean my forehead against it...

Something i shouldn't have done, because Niall decides to open the door. I fall and really hurt my forehead. "Are you ok?" Niall gasps. "No... I just introduced my head to the floor" I mumble angrily and get up. Niall quickly kiss my forehead as i sigh.

"Why were you crying?" I ask. "You know why" He says as he takes some of my hair away from my face. "Why are you in such a rush?" I ask him as i look into his, hurt, blue and puffy eyes.

Niall takes a deep breath and grab my face with his soft, big hands. "I'm afraid someone better than me is going to take you away from me" He says. And with that my heart melted. "No one is better than you" I say and softly kiss his lips.

"Why are you doing this to me?" He asks as a tear fall down his face. "Doing what?" I ask and put my sore forehead against his. "Making me love you by hurting me" He says. "I... I'm so sorry" I mumble and try to kiss him, but he pulls away. "Don't" he says. "Niall" I mumble as i can feel my tears coming like an explosion behind my eyes. "You should leave" He says and points at the door.

"I love you" I say and step closer to him. "Then be my girlfriend" He says. "Ok..." I say and kiss him. "Are you sure?" He asks and with a little smile on his lips. "Yes" I say and nod my head. "I'm so happy right now" Niall says with a huge smile on his face. "Me too" I say in complete honesty... I'm just afraid i'm gonna lose my best friend.