The chance

chapter 2.

"What the fuck are you looking at?"
I managed to yell out at the girl across from me.
Everyone looked at me , even the teachers passing by. It felt like time froze before she spoke up to respond to my sudden outburst of anger.

"Come here and hit me!" She retorted .

What the hell? Is this girl fucking retarded? I don't even know her why is she wanting to fight me.

"What ?"I asked

She answered a little Angier than before.
"Come fucking hit me!"

Is she serious? She probably heard a rumor about me 'talking shit' about her since that's all people at this school manage to do in order to see a fight. I was in pain , physical and mentally.
I hadn't eaten that much since it was the only other way of self harm I could do to myself without my loved ones finding out. Again.

"Why would I hit you if I don't even know you?" I said , half a question half an answer.

All she did was start laughing as if I was playing around. A wave of confusion hit me as her laughed died down and she spoke up

"Are you really about to talk shit about me and then not do anything about it?"

I didn't want people thinking I'm scared of her, or any of her friends because I am definitely not .I just didn't have the energy to do so, and I knew for a fact it would end with me on the floor trying to defend my fragile body.
I was about to answer back but was abruptly cut off by my best friends speaking up for me.

"Literally go fuck off, this has nothing to do with you."

The girl seemed to thing about what to say next before answering.
"Well if you are saying shit about me then yes it does."

"Well dumbass, if you didn't hear the first time I AM NOT TALKING SHIT ABOUT YOU, I DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW YOU."
I butted into the argument.
Winter noticed my anger towards the girl and started to hold my arm as if saying 'no stop not right now, not her' .
It was true, she wasn't the source of my problem so why was I even arguing with her.

I had forgotten about all the people looking at us, ready to pull out their phones to video if the fight that would've happen if this girl was a different person.i glanced around the campus to glare at every person who's gaze met mine.

"What are all you fuckers staring at?"
I said in a harsh tone.
Some people mumbled shit under their breath, while others just turned to continue whatever they were doing before this little argument.

This might be one of the reasons to why I can't really make friends. I'm fucking weird, I'm pretty much a loner when I don't have Bina or winter and I get very very mad easily.