Baby Boy

It's ok to cry

Katherine POV

Jon and I just got off the plane. "Home sweet Home" I smiled closing my eyes letting it all in. Jon grabbed my bags for me as we entered the taxi.

"Maybe I can show you around London" I said to Jon. "Hmm, I wouldn't mind that" "And for your information I'm a Coffee girl not a Tea girl before you get stereotypical on me mister" "Shit already being bossy and I haven't said anything"

"I hate it when people think all Brits have British accents" "You do" "Yeah thanks!" "No problem Sweetie" he pecked my lips. I smiled.

Renee POV

"WHAT?! ARE YOU SERIOUS?" "Wow okay Renee calm down stress shouldn't be with you?" Summer said. "I'm pregnant with his-" "Again Nae we've gone through this he'll pick her over you"

"I thought he'll come back to me..." I broke down into tears. "You need to tell him, leaving it longer will make it worse" "I'm gonna tell him after I give birth. He won't believe me if I tell him now" "That's a fair point"

Katherine POV

"You told me to not be stereotypical... look at what you are wearing!" Jon smirked crossing his arms. "I wanna feel posh today" "You? Posh? Kat it still surprises me seeing you in dresses and heels and going through your closet, it's different and your room different"

"A lot has changed" "Where's your Dad and Brothers?" "Dad at work, Brothers have moved out a while ago, I'm an Auntie to my Niece Kylie" "Who's that from?" "Jay" "The oldest Twin?" "Yeah"

The door opened, Harry walked in shirtless. "Kat, Dean?" "Hi Big Bro" he smiled as I ran into his arms. "Is he been treating you well?" He whispered in my ear. "You don't have to worry, he's a good guy Harry"

He looked at him. "How's being a gym couch going?" "Not bad having hot ladies drooling over me" he smirked. I was poking his hard abb.

"Such a ladies man" "I mean if I wasn't your brother, wouldn't you date me?" He smirked.

I rolled my eyes. "Barf" "Hurtful little sis" I stuck my tongue out. "So what you two doing here?" "Mum texted" "You too?" "Did she text us all?" "Guess so Jay staying over too." "Terrible 3's are reunited again" "Looks like it, Good luck Dad" I giggled.

Jon was looking around the old house. He was looking at a baby picture of me and some when I was in Nursery. He was smiling at them.

I walked over slowly and wrapped my arms around his waist from behind. "Even as a baby you were still cute" "A lot happens over time" he turned around and pecked my lips. "I'm back now"

"I love you" "I love you too" "You guys are cute but makes me want to Barf! Urgh." Harry rolled his eyes making me smirk. "You don't think I had to put up with it when I was little and you were bringing girls home?" "What can I say they wanted all this" he posed.

"Oh gawd now you're making me want to barf" I rolled my eyes walking away from him. Jon followed me up the stairs. "Kat can we talk quickly" Jon asked as we entered my bedroom.

I sat down looking at him. He crouched down. "Look umm..." he sighed. "You're scaring me." "How are you feeling?" I tilted my head a bit.

"What?" "Have you been feeling sick? Period ok? No craving?" "Woah... slow down mister I've been feeling like shit with stomach cramps because...." "Because... Kat are you pregnant?" "What? No! I'm.... on my period" I mumbled the last part looking down feeling my cheeks flair up from embarrassment.

I felt his lips touch my burning cheek. "It's ok to tell me, it's normal and you're my girlfriend, if you need anything for it I'm not ashamed to go out there and buy them for you"

That brought a smile to my face. I looked up staring into his eyes. He was staring like he was trying to read my mind. I leaned in and kissed his lips.

He kissed back rubbing my thighs. "I love you beautiful" "Aww Jon" I hid my face with my hands blushing like mad. I heard him chuckle.

"You shouldn't feel embarrassed telling me things like this" he sat beside me. "Yeah because I'm gonna go oh babe I'm bleeding out of my vagina and I need tampons to stick up there get me some please"

"......." "oops" "When you put it that way Kat.." "You're welcome" "You know what I mean" "Yeah, Yeah" I leaned back sighing.

"What was it like?" Jon layed back staring at the ceiling. "What was what like?" "Being pregnant" "Jon-" "I know it's a touchy subject but it looks like to me you need to talk about it"

"It was a pain, made my back sore, made me tired and hungry, made me hormonal. I was a mess" I laughed, He laughed with me.

"I was gonna name him Lee" I knew he slowly looked at me. "He was so tiny... so small. They tried everything. But it was too late. If it stayed inside of me any longer it would of killed me too, my water broke 2 months early. I was in shock and dropped the mug if Wade wasn't there to catch me I would of collapsed on the floor. There was... so.. much blood. That was all I remember" I sniffled

Jon huge hand slowly moulded into mine, I looked at him, He smiled weakly at me. I slowly leaned my head on his chest takings in his scent trying to not cry.

I was shaking a little. "Let it out Katherine, it's been too long. I know you hate crying and I know you think it's a sign of weakness but it's not."

My eyes were watering. I sobbed and let it out. "Shh, it's ok." He was calming me.

I heard my brother calling me. I quickly wiped my eyes. "Yeah?" "Jay here" "Ok, be there in a minute" I sat up sorting out my face.

"Kat" I looked at him. "It's ok to cry" he wiped the last tear drop that was rolling down my cheek.