Remember me

~Chaptet 7~

Jasmine's POV:

Flashbacks filled my head and I couldn't think right.

So many memories came to me ad I couldn't stop them. Memories of my parents. Memories of my classmates. Memories of my childhood, of my teenage years. Memories of him.

I started shaking and pulling my hair. As I usually did when this kind of stuff happened. Taking the anger out on myself, even thought the therapist told me not to. But I didn't care. Either I take out on myself or on Jenny an that's not going to happen.

I freaked out when somebody touched my shoulder "NO!! DON'T HURT ME!! NO!!!" I jumped off the couch and started looking around.

"Jasmine I won't hurt you. I promise" Jenny's sweet voice brought me back to my senses. I went and hugged her with all my strength.

"Jasmine! Jasmine I can't breath" she said in between coughs.

"Oh sorry" I said letting go.

"It's alright" she smiled kindly.

"Are you okay?"

"No"

she grabbed my right hand "can i?" I nodded slowly. I might not remember me but I still trust her like I did before.

She pulled up the sleeve revealing the many scars around my arm, they came all the way up to my elbow. They were nothing close to in order I usually just cut where the razor landed. It was hideous. I was disgusted by my own arms.

I looked up at Jenny. She looked like she saw the death. And she hadn't even seen my left arm. It had twice as much as this one.

"Why?"

This exactly what I was scared. having to tell the whole story again. But sometimes i just need somebody to understand me, that's why I told her in the first place. So it was either tell her again or stay with the secret that has been eating me alive for a long time. We sat down on the couch.

"I met Anthony at a party. We started talking and he looked like a really nice guy so I decided to get to know him better. Mom was always telling to stop seeing him because he wasn't good for me for I never listened. Dad just gave up on me. Then one day mom and I had a really ugly fight, and I packed my bags and left. The only reason I hesitated for a while was because of you, because you were the most important thing I had. And you still are" I stopped giving her time to process everything,she needed it because the story was about to get worse.

"When I left I called Anthony so he could pick me up and we moved to a little place with his friend Harry, in Seattle. Then after a while we moved in a place by ourselves. But one the his friend came over while Anthony wasn't there and...." The word just wouldn't come out of my mouth. I stayed while for a while, finally I got the courage to say it "he raped me" then I just started crying even more and Jenny hugged me. "He said that he did it because he had a fight with Anthony and then he called him and told him. But he said that I was telling him to do it!"

Jenny hugged me tighter. As if I was going to fall apart. "He left me..." I whispered.

"It's alright if he couldn't understand it, then he doesn't deserve you."

"I loved him!"

"It's alright. Don't cry"

"And I don't even know what hurts me more. That that bastard did that to me. Or that Anthony left me!"

"Don't think about that Jas. it's just going to hurt you more." I nodded. She was right, I shouldn't think about that. "But how come mom said you were living with your boyfriend"

"She doesn't know. Only you knew. And I can't tell her, because I know she's going to blame me for it. She's just going to look at me in the eyes and say 'I told you so' and that's going to brake me even more!"

"I'm sure she won't do that. She'll understand"

"She won't."

"But-"

"Trust me. She won't" she just shoot her head.

"So where do you live now?"

"I made a friend and moved in with her. I couldn't stay in that apartment. I was always looking for an excuse to not go in there, I was just too scared"

"Oh." There was silence for a while "then come live with us"

"No, then mom is going to find out and I don't want to leave my friend. She always stayed with me when I needed her. I can't just leave"

"Oh. But just know that you're welcome here all the time" I nodded, finally smiling.

"Alright, what movie do you want to watch?"

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Alex POV:

"Do you have your receive?"

"yes"

I finished up with my last costumer and left. I am sick and tired of this place.I've been working at H&M for about six months now and its ridiculous. I guess everybody gets in a bad mood as soon as they walk through that door because everyone gives everyone an attitude. the other day I got into an argument with this lady because she wanted a extra large dress, even though we didn't have! I guess she wanted me to use my magic to puff an extra large dress out of my hat.

As soon as I got home, i took off my clothes and hopped into the shower. Yup, that definitely relaxed me. I order some Chinese food so I can watch the game and eat.

I once again realized how quiet this place was without Jenny. I was used to see her dancing in the living room, with the radio so loud that we had to scream of text to communicate with each other. She hadn't set foot in this house, since the day... That happened. I want to invite her over but I'm scared that she's going to feel uncomfortable.

6:45

The game didn't start until 7.

I should probably invite someone over.

Oh right I forgot, I have no friends. Don't get me wrong I'm a really nice guy. It's just that between college, work and Jenny I don't have to hang out with nobody. Except for now that Jenny is not here.

I wished I had a family. If I did I could've been sitting on the kitchen table talking to my mom. Or sitting on the couch eating pizza with my dad while waiting for the game to start. But no I had to be a stupid orphan.

Whatever.

I sat on the couch and started going to through different channels. It's either the news, or the cooking channel. Umm chocolate cake. Well the cooking channel it is...

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My apologies for not updating quickly. There's a lot of stuff going on my life right now and I just don't have to for anything. Can you believe that?

You're not supposed to answer that. HAHAHA I GOT U!!!! :D

:'( I'm such a psyco.

Anyways thoughts? I thought that it would be better if I let u into Alex's mind for a little bit.  

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Goodbye my friends.