Moving away but getting closer

Dust galore

Hey guys, I'm so sorry about this taking so long but i will try and update as soon as i can!! This is taking longer than i thought....

Anyways hope its ok!! :)

Thanks B!! :)

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Meahs POV

Walking away from Jen was not the best idea I have ever had, but it has actually only hit me now that I'm actually in a coma. There might not even be a chance that I wake up.

The doctors had said that they don't know if I would wake up, what if I don't? Who would miss me? Would life even matter? What would happen to this entire situation with my soul out the body thing? Would I stay on earth as a ghost or would I leave?

'MEAH!! Stop that!! Everything is going to go just fine!' The little voice inside my head started to yell at me, louder than I remember.

Walking around the school ground made me start to think about everything, the way Jen had just left after I told her I cant take this, I kinda told her to go, but I needed her.

Everything running through my head.... The way Jen is going through this, the fact that she can hear me when no one else can. I feel so alone.

One thing I wish I could do is go to Iva and tell her that what I had did was nothing because of her, its not her fault, she is most probably shooting herself down for this, I most probably took the entire situation over board. I never wanted anyone to get hurt, especially not Iva.

I started to walk.... To where I have no idea but I just kept on walking... Never becoming tired, not needing to breath actually not the worst thing, but on the other had feeling alone is the worst.

I kept on walking till I landed up in some odd place I have never seen before. I'm in the middle of nowhere. Random petrol station next to me, that looks run down, rusty and looks like it hasn't been used in years.

Having no idea what to do or where to go, I walked into the shop thing of the petrol station, dust galore, looking at the ruined shelves, 'one day this might be you, thinking you are amazing and then poof one day, you old and no one wants you' the voice in my head told me straight, making me feel soooooo much better.

Looking around, for something to use something that could look interesting, not much really, only broken shelves, dust, and a few sweets laying around which their best before dates date back to the 80s, decades ago.

Looking behind the counter, the till smashed to a pulp, pushing a button the entire thing fell apart. When I bent a little down to look at the shelves, full of dust under the counter I saw this paper cover in dust I mean cover in dussssssst, I dusted it off and took a look, looks like an old map, kinda looks like the world map if you look at it.

As I opened it, an article fell out, "ROAD LESS TRAVELED" the title of the article, in bold, black and in your face type font. The article was actually mostly cut out, only thing you could really read was the title.

Looking at the map once again opening it all the way, laying it down on the counter to take a good look at it.

It looks like someone was planning a big ass trip, to travel the world. Red, purple and blue dots everywhere on the map. A small key at the bottom saying:

RED: Never, not even close

PURPLE: Dream, only dreams

BLUE: One day, one day

Actually taking in what is on that map, made me think. People wanted this, to go to places I have never even thought about traveling to.

Turning the map over, there was 'GOALS' printed in black on white paper that over the years changed to a yellowy colour, big and bold, just below there was a list of four thing:

1. Work hard to earn money

2. Travel the world

3. Show people the world they live in

4. FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS

Seeing this persons dream to travel the world and to show people the world they live in, too me that is such a wonderful thing, looking at that made me feel selfish, made me think about peoples dreams that are there to show people and the fact that there might not even be a possibility that it even happened.

Turning the map over again, I looked once more at these places and I decided that I would love too see what this person had seen traveling the world. I want to see what made them want to go around and show people the truth about where they live.

But the thing that really stood out to me was "FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS" I have dreams everyone has a dream or even more than one. You only have one life so try and reach it before its too late.

I don't really have a dream right now, so I'm going to follow this persons dream before it's too late for me and I die in this coma.

I just really hope that what I see will be worth leaving these people behind, seeing them for the last time, seeing my family happy, all I really hope is that I'm doing the right thing.

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Thanks guys sorry I posted the wrong one needed to rewrite it!!:/ but here it is hope its ok!! :)

Thanks B!! :)