Moving away but getting closer

Moving away but getting closer- the way life works

A/N: sorry guys this is my first book!! And i have no idea how this is going to go!! But i really hope it goes well!! ;)

Thanks B.

Xoxo

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Meah POV.

The way people look when they get high just make me want to get high too. Seeing everything happening right in front of me is making the want that ten time worse.

Taking the first snort of the "happy powder" (referring to the drugs) is not the best, but when it comes to the third and fourth it starts to become the most amazing feeling you will receive.

There are no words that can describe, how all your unwanted emotions just disappear into thin air, the way you forget about what happened that what had put you completely off that day, not to mention not having to think about what is going to happen in the near future, and not even what is happening right now.

Jenna, one of my friends from school, the one that invited me to this 'get together' decided to get high with me, but after she had a few of her own take to get to happy land, she decided to pass out on the couch, she is so cute when she sleeps with her long blond hair all over her face. Not a care in the world.

I chose not to care and carry on with everyone else.

Iva on the other hand does not like this type of scene so she sat on the other side of the room and kept on nagging me to stop. Its difficult not to listen to her with her intimidating dark brown eyes. I decided not to look at her, and carried on.

"Meah, I really think you need to stop, it's getting out of hand." she said with the most serious voice I have ever hear from her.

"No,it's my life and I can do what I want to!" I practically shouted at her.

She took a step back in shock "Well, if something happens to you don't come crying to me." She whispered and with that she turned and walked away.

Thinking about what she said I started to get depressed that she doesn't care, I took another of the 'happy powder' and everything I felt about Iva started to just wash away.

Once I started realizing

what had happened I took a walk outside wondering where Iva went, I went there to see if her car is still here, she wasn't, she left without me!

I took out my phone and started typing:

Meah: Hay, where did you go,are you ok?

And pressed send! A minute later I heard a faint sound coming from my picket and opened the message.

Iva: Just leave me alone. I'm home! I don't need you!!

With that I felt a part of me rip to shreds. I took all my pain out with a few more little snorts. Just thinking about what Iva said to me. She told me not to go cry if something goes wrong. Does she want something to go wrong?

If that's how she feels then I'm going to show her, how things can go wrong!

I sat there all night with all the people talking about complete shit. Having more and more of the 'happy powder'.

BUT I THINK I TOOK IT A BIT TO FAR!

The last thing I remember is trying to wake Jenna up...

That's when everything went BLACK!

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Jake POV

"Best night at the club EVER!" Michael was screaming down the street. Guess what he got, a banging in the bathroom!

"Yeah sure, what ever you say!" I said out loud making the girls that are standing waiting for a ride laughing.

Before you judge us! No we are not drunk, not one bit. Michael is driving home I'm going to pass out at his house, my mom is not home she is with her 'future husband' which makes no sense. He is a real dickhead to her.

"What's with your moms new boyfriend anyway?" Mike asked like he could read my thoughts.

"I honestly don't know." I answered honestly.

"Well get in the car and lets jet, so we can go home and sleep, so that we can get up for the game tomorrow."

I just nodded. Thats the reason why we didn't drink. We have an important game to play tomorrow.

We got in the car and closed the door simultaneously, making us laugh! We never understood why it's just so corny! We just always laugh. No matter when or where it had happens.

"So... Mike did you have a good one?" I asked him with a smirk on my face.

"Sort of yeah." He said with a sigh. "I kinda thought she would be better though." He actually sounded sad.

I burst out laughing, when he said that.

As we were sitting in the car talking about why he did not enjoy her company, something had caught our eye. A really bright light, coming straight for us, the next thing I know I'm lying on the floor blacking out.

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Xoxo

So there we go my first chapter i really hope its ok!! I think i just have to get the hang of thing. It will only get better form here.

B

Xoxo

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