Moving away but getting closer

Im going to have to leave

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B!!

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Meah POV

Sleeping at Jens house might not have been the best idea, but I could not go back to that hospital. It just does not work.

Jen is so peaceful when she sleeps all the time. It looks like she does not have a care in the world.

"Stop looking at me!" She croaked with her morning voice. How she knew i was looking I will never understand.

"I'm sorry!" Lifting my hands up in defeat. "Yeah, you better be!" A smirk forming on her face while her eyes are still closed and face berried in the pillow. Well... life would not be fair if i could not speak to anyone. But then again, life is never fair.

"What are we doing, today?" Jenna just sat up and stretched her arms over her head. "Well.... Meah I have school. or have you forgotten that?" Oh my word I have completely forgotten about school. How am i going to catch up all my work, what's going to happen to my great me?

Really my body is in a coma and all I think about right now is school. What am i going to do the entire day, must i try and get back into my body? Was that even possible, could i like fuse myself with my body again?

"Okay... You enjoy school while i enjoy life." I was kind of being a dick here but i needed her, and all she thinks is about school. "I'm sorry Meah, I need to go to school, it's my life." her eyes actually looking like there is some sort of sorrow in them.

"Ok I understand, but please don't leave me here all day." she stood up straight and started fiddling with her hair. "You want to stay here?" she asked with shock. "Yes... where else am I going to go?" i asked with a bit of anger that she would not think about me for one second.

"Well come with me to school, it's better than staying here." why did she not want me in her room? "Why can't i stay here?" she seemed stiff once again. "It's not that i don't want you to be here, it's just that my parents, I don't know if they will be able to feel you to." i didn't understand as the words came out her mouth.

"Why will your parents have an issue with that?" i asked while it felt like i was being stabbed in the back. "They like you and all, but I don't know how they would react to this big thing."

I understood and i did not want to sit here all day anyway... so i just gave in. "Okay... you ready for school?" I asked with so little enthusiasm. "I just woke up... How could I be ready?" her expression on her face made me laugh!! "Ugh, just suck my dick." she stomped out the room towards the bathroom.

I took a look at her room, and I saw the strangest things, she had pictures of her and another girl I've never before seen in my life, and also another guy. Her room was green, the same green s her eyes, almost lime. She had a big rounded light hanging from the ceiling. But the strangest thing was the pictures that had the guy in made me feel a little funny inside. Made me feel weird like there was apart of me that had just shattered into shreds, I had no idea who he was, but there was something funny about him.

"You either really love that pic, or you are just a very weirdass person, looking at it like that." her voice broke the silence and I couldn't believe she was already out the shower. "You done?" i asked quit shocked. "Um... yes darling it's been almost twenty minutes." Wow that took me by surprise, twenty minutes already? "Jen... Who is that in your pics?"

"Oh that's Michael and Terri my best friends other than you of course." She started laughing but it really could not bother, I was to into the picture. She could not see me but she knew there was something up. "You... Okay?" i turned to face her but she was looking a the picture on the wall. "No, no I'm not, there is something about this Michael, that is putting me in a bad place Jen." she took a step back at what i said, "Do you think that he's a bad guy?" she said with so much anger in her. "No I'm not saying that at all, but Jen something happened." her eyes started to water, and i know i stepped over the line here.

"Ok... well you ready to go?" She asked trying to keep the tears from rolling down her face. "Yeah lets go, and I'm sorry Jen, I did not mean to offend you." i said with so much sorrow, "It's OK, lets just get going."

The entire ride to school was in dead silence, we did not speak a word to each other, "I'm so sorry Jen" I honestly felt so bad... like SHIT!!

"It's OK... All you need to know is that you were right, there is something about him i have to tell you My." She took a deep breath in and continued, "It has nothing to do with you but, he was in a car accident and his friend, actually more brother is in a coma to."

I could not believe what i was hearing..... Now she knows two people that are in comas this Michael guys brother friend thing and me!! this is to much for me!

"STOP,.... STOP THE CAR!" i yelled at the top of my lungs. "Sorry Jen but I need to get out, i can't take this! I feel for you bud but I can't take that you now know of two and that is including me." she stopped the car. "My I know it's hard but you will push through it promise." with that I got out the car and left, to where i have no idea, but the fact that I'm in a coma only actually hit me now. No one can see me, hear me, know I'm there, except for Jen, but i can not put that on her shoulders to. I love her to much.

I'm going to have to go, so that i can not be disturbing anyone.

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I tried my best, I'm still trying to reach the goal to have 15 chaps by the 15th of march!!

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