Moving away but getting closer

Hay guys sorry about this I'm trying my best!!

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Meah POV

"I don't really think she is going to make it." The voice of a man so cold.

"She put herself through hell, with ODing. She is in pretty bad shape, in this coma." Another dreadful voice said beside me.

I could hear a sound so soft and full of sorrow, it was crying. Ive never in my life ever heard such a sad cry. But the way the person sounded was so familiar, IT WAS MY MOM!

All i wanted to do is wake up and hug her, to hold her tight in my arms and say that everything was going to be ok!! But i couldn't, i couldn't get my eyes open. I couldn't even feel my own feet moving. Were they moving?

"I'm so sorry about this mrs. Summers, this is not meant to happen to anyone. She has been out for almost five days now, i don't know what to tell you, if she was going to be ok or not." With that i heard foot steps leave the room, it was more than one persons foot steps that i heard leave.

Did my mom just leave? And thats when i heard the same soft sound. My mom was still here. I felt my body get lonelier and lonelier each minute that went by, or it could have even been second, but it felt like ages.

"Meah, why did you do this to yourself? What took you the verge to do this?" My mom asked me as if i could answer her, i tried but i couldn't. "Meah i love you, I'm your mom and i will never give up on you." With that i heard a tear drop fall on the ground and it sounded so loud.

That's when i felt my life was empty, when my mom decided to leave the room. I tried my best to wake up but nothing. No movement, no feeling, no... No.... No breathing?

I was not taking in air into my lungs, i could not feel a breath that i took. I was empty. With that i forced my eyes open with all my might, and the light almost blinded me, at least i was awake.

I was not in a coma like the doctor said after all, i WOKE up. But still not breathing, no air. I decided to sit up and there was no feeling and i turned to get off the bed to run to my mom, i felt so good like there was nothing wrong, not a care in the world.

My shirt got caught on the bed as i started to walk,

that's when i turned around, and my stomach turned up side down and inside out. I was looking at me, pale as hell a pipe in my throat, wearing a white robe.

I felt like i would pass out, without even thinking i ran outside to find my mom, to find the one person that would know what to do.

"Mom?.... Mooooom!?" Crying,I looked around frantically, and when i saw her it was like something had hit me upside the head, i saw her approaching me and she still looked sad, even though i was standing in front of her."Mom?" I said with a soft voice.

She walked right passed me, she didn't even see me! thats when the tears really started to role down my cheeks, i felt so alone, i looked around and took in what i was looking at for the first time, and everyone carried on like normal not even noticing me.

I ran to my room again to see my mom, next to my lifeless body, holding my hand and sobbing. I walked around the bed and stood right in front of 'me'. I tried to touch my lifeless body, but when i reached for 'my' hand i felt a shock ho through me.

Why does this have to happen to me? I was crying my eyes out. I cant even remember what put me here. The doctor said something about ODing, but i never did drugs.

And thats when i felt the urge to step out the door, and get away from this hospital. There is not point in staying, no one can actually see me!

I started running towards the door, still no breaths were taken, even though i was running.

I need to get out of here, far away from here, so that i can think about what is really happening to me, and figure out if this is all just a dream.

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Im sorry this is a very sucky chapter but the next one will be better i promise!! :)

Thanks B!!

Xoxo