I looked into his blue eyes. Those eyes. I used to look into them and get lost in them. Those eyes; gazing into them I use to see my whole future in them. Once upon on a time those eyes had looked at me with so much care, even though He'd told me that He had loved me I knew that He hadn't. But something in those eyes told me that He did atleast care about me. But now, but now when I looked into those eyes all I could see was pure cold hatred. How could I explain to anyone how much it hurt to watch the person you love most in the world hate you. Always pondering about what I did to hurt him. How do I explain to people how much it drives a person crazy not knowing what they did to make that person that they genuine loved with all their soul hate them.
Did I not love him enough? Was I not there for him enough? Was I not supportive enough? All those questions in my head. Lost in thought with day and night merging into one without my acknowledgment all because of Him. All that I was aware of was Him and the broken heart that he had inflicted on me for unknown reasons.
I realized that I had been staring into his eyes and daydreaming. Snapping back into reality I realized that He had also held my gaze exerting pure venom in my direction. Immediatley I looked away for I knew that, that look was enough to make release the river of tears from inside me that I had concealed with great difficulty that morning. Not here I kept saying to myself. Not here. He can't know how much He has hurt me. I have to put on a front I have to pretend I am okay. Despite telling myself this I could feel the tears starting to form behind my eyes. I blinked fast trying to prevent the tears from escaping. I looked up at the clock to see that it said fifty five minutes of the lesson still remained. I looked over to Him again and saw that He had sat down not that faraway from where I sat. So, I decided to tilt my body away from Him and turn around towards my friends and join in their conversation half heartedly before the teacher called them all to be quiet.
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I Still Love You
Teen FictionJenna fell in love with her best friend and thought that He'd be the one that she'd end up spending forever with. But as it turns out destiny had another plan in store for Jenna and Jason. Read on and find out about Jenna's tragic yet genuine love s...
