I Still Love You

Chapter 8: I'll Be There For You. Always

Hey guys this is the new chappy. It's not all that it's more like a filler chapter but I hope you enjoy it all the same. And let me know if you guys like having Jason's POV in the story or not. Vote and comment please? Thanks Tee =]

****Jenna’s POV****

Kyla and I walked into our science class and took our seats. Kyla loved science. This was a good thing because it meant that she did all the work and I copied her. That was probably the only reason as to why I didn’t bunk science.

Today’s lesson was okay though because all we had to do was some worksheets and that was not too bad because Kyla did all the hard work.

Usually, I would do some work or at least attempt to do some of the work but I couldn’t concentrate at all today. All I could think of was him and his face. He looked so sad.

****Kyla’s POV****

I could see from the way that Jenna was sitting that something was up. She looked so deep in thought and she looked upset. And when I say upset I mean very upset. I didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t speak to her because the class had to work in silence.

I’m just going to have to ask her later on what’s up. I thought to myself and continued to finish off my work.

****Jason’s POV****

As I made my way to the library at lunchtime what Kyla had said to me still rang in my ears. When she put it like that it did make me feel slightly remorseful. I must admit that I had been making things harder for Jenna by looking right at her when she was with her friends. I use to stare to make her nervous; to make her feel awkward. But even when I did that she used to hold my gaze for a few seconds and the hurt in her eyes were palpable vigorously.

But to be honest I didn’t really care. I had moments where I felt guilty but apart from that I felt completely stoic towards her.

I got to the library and sat down at my usual seat on the back row where the computers were. I mostly spent my time in here during lunchtimes because I couldn’t be bothered to do anything else. As I logged on to my computer Zach my best friend came over and sat down next to me.

Zach. He is my best mate. It used to be Jenna and Zach but now it was just Zach. Zach had joined our school halfway in year 8 and since then we had just clicked and became the best of friends.

‘I need to tell you something Jason’ he said looking very serious. ‘What’s up?’ I asked curiously. ‘Well the thing is… I’m moving’. He replied. ‘Is that it?’ I said. ‘I thought you was gonna tell me something serious’. ‘No… you don’t get what I’m trying to say’ he began to explain. ‘I’m moving to Manchester. My dad got a new job so we all have to move so tomorrow will be my last day at this school’ he finished.  ‘Oh damn’ I said ‘you’re leaving? This is a really bad time to leave you know that don’t you Zach? Because we are gonna have our exams in about two months and you are gonna move. That’s a really bad call’. I concluded. ‘I know but it’s not me is it? I don’t have a choice I’ve got to move. But don’t worry we will stay in touch’ said Zach.  

That was the last thing we said about that subject because Zach had noticed Jenna walking in with Kyla. When he told me to look I did. For about a split second I felt guilty because she looked really pale and weak like she hadn’t eaten in days. She looked like she hadn’t had a good night sleep in years from the dark circles under her eyes. And just for that split second when our eyes met I felt a pang of guilt run through me.

‘Oh look she’s leaving. That means its one point to you and none to her. She always was weak. You are so gonna be able to intimidate her to death’ said Zach smirking. Jenna did not say anything just grabbed a few tissues off the front desk of the library and walked off. I didn’t really say anything to that I just turned back around to my computer and got on with my work.

****Kyla’s POV****

I stood there slyly listening to what they were saying. Zach and Jason had no idea that I was overhearing their conversation. But I had to I had to do it for Jenna she deserved that much at least. After they finished their convo I nonchalantly slipped out of the library unnoticed. I went looking for Jenna and found her sitting in the cafeteria on a table by herself. I told her what I heard and then followed her to the toilets. I didn’t need to ask her why she had to go into the toilets I already knew why she had to go there from the face that she had made.

****Jenna’s POV****

When I got to the toilets I was lucky there was no one in there. I walked in and Kyla followed me in. I didn’t even realize she’d been following me until now. She locked the door for which I was grateful. I hated crying in front of people it made me feel so weak I just couldn’t let people know that I have a weak side cos then they’d take advantage of that. That’s one of the things that heartbreak has taught me.

Remembering what Kyla said brought tears to my face and I slumped against a wall and slipped to the floor where I stayed and cried my eyes out. Kyla sat soothing not doing saying anything because she knew if she spoke then it’d make me cry even more.

I sobbed my heart out wishing that I could take that pain that was forever locked within my heart away despite knowing deep inside that it would never leave.