Chapter 11 .
August pov
{2 weeks later}
Ma Dukes is getting worst by the day 💔, I hate seeing her suffer from all this pain. That hurts my heart just watching her die. I had to rush her to the hospital around 3 in the morning and we been here every since. All this waiting and waiting is making me more and more nervous. Me and Travis are just waiting and Jadah came to meet us.
"I don't know what I'll do if we lose momma." Travis mumbled tearing up.
"Nigga stop talking like that!" I shouts tearing up also.
"Nigga get in fucking reality. She's got to the point where she can't breathe on her on. She getting weaker and weaker by the fucking minute nigga." Travis shout standing up and leaning down getting in My face.
I don't make eye contact with him and just shake his head letting tears fall.
"Alsina family?" The doctor asked coming over.
"Yes." I said quickly getting up.
"You may see her now." She smiled walking us to the room.
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"How you feeling ma?" I asked holding her hand.
"Don't worry about me baby, momma going to be okay." She manage to smile.
"I can't keep seeing you like this." Travis said starting to cry.
"Ima beat this thin-" she got cut off by coughing badly.
Jadah pov
I gotten really close to Momma Sheila and to see this happen, hurts me man. 💔
"You'll beat it either way Ma' " August said.
"I'm confused son." She slightly laugh. She's weak😔
"You'll beat it by beating cancer and staying on earth, or either dying and going to heaven. I just hope you stay with us Ma." He spoke
"Ima be okay." She mumbles. "Hello Jadah." She spoke
"Hey Momma Sheila." I said letting a couple of tears fall.
"You hush that crying up too. Ima
Be okay." She said holding my hand.
I nod getting up crying a tad harder. Travis hugged me and I lean my head against his chest.
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Momma Sheila , August and Travis dozed off and I step outside the room to clear my mind a little. But my phone went off and Stacey texted me.
Stacey 😋💦: How's she doing?
Me: I don't know yet, she's sleeping right now. I'm just so stressed.
Stacey 😋💦: Think positive. She's going to be okay.
Me: yeah. I'll let you know.
I heard August and Travis yelling so I hurried up and went back into the room.
"What's wrong?" I panicked.
Her heart machine went flat and was making that long beeping noise.
I ran back out to get a doctor.
"SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP!" I yelled falling against the wall crying hard.
"Ma'am what's the matter?" A doctor asked kinda panicking.
"She's gone." I sigh crying.
He open the door quickly I guess looking at her. I got up walking back in there and he put the blanket over her hand. He remove us from the room and August flips.
"Nigga, that's my muhfuckkin' momma, your ass better go do some shit man. That's my momma, please dude." He said crying hard. Travis was holding him back letting tears fall also. The hurt in their eyes are unforgettable right now. That hurt me so badly. I just met the women and my heart hurts. 💔, so I texted Stacey
Me: she's gone 😔
Stacey 😋💦: I'm so sorry Jadah. Tell August that I love him.
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August post in Instagram was heartbreaking his caption read.
@augustalsina: Today at 10:03 am I receive the worst news anybody would get. My Queen, my baby, my rock, my everything, my best friend and most importantly my mother went to be with the lord this morning👼🏽. She had stage four lung cancer but cancer didn't beat her. She won because she's up there in heaven not hurting or anything. She's was truly amazing and a loving women. Ma know from now on, everything I do is going to be for you. But I know your just smiling and laughing with Mel, so rest easy baby girl. Never forgotten, watch over me and Travis ma, I love you ❤️
As I read that, my heart dropped. He didn't want me to go over there because he needed some alone time. Travis went Over there anyways. But I had to check up on him.
Me: you okay baby?
MCE. 😻🔐💗: I'm good, I guess.
Me: We're going to get through this together. I swear ❤️
MCE. 😻🔐💗: I swear I love you. But I need you to come over here like right now.
Me: Okay.
I get outta bed putting on some jogging pants and a hoodie and my crocs and got my keys and headed over there.
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I knock on the door and August opens it letting me in then closing it.
He leads me to the couch and sit down. He grabs me but my waist and pulls me down Gently to sit on his lap. I wrap my arms around his neck laying on his shoulder. He wraps his arms around me tightly let he was never letting go.
"I love you." He mumbles.
"I love you too baby." I spoke pecking his lips, he grabs my face crashing his lips onto mine. He squeeze my cheeks so my mouth will open and slide his tongue in. We tongue wrestle for a little bit and he peck my lips one last time and draw back. "What was that for?" I asked
"I just don't wanna lose you." He mumbles.
"You're not." I mumble.
