I guess you can say I broke. I just can't see why you do this to me. I know cutting will never fix anything but yet I do it. But I love how it takes me from reality. When I can finally say "I'm use to it." Yet you bully me. Is you life at home horrible were you take you pain out on others. You feel good to be the one in control. I guess your like me, doing something so wrong but it feels so right. Well, I'm scared for life, really, with all those school beatings and you pushing me past my braking point. I can only last so long till I take this knife and end it all tonight. I alway wonder what will happen if I died. Will you stop bulling others, will my ex-friends feel sad. Even if I do end my life, you will only feel a snip of what I been though. Maybe , maybe if you open up your eye before it's too late then I'll still be here. But I only takes on major thing for you to come back to reality. In most suicide cases, the victims was bullied and took there own life and well the bully stopped bulling.but if the victim never ended their life the bully would never stop bulling, think of that.i didn't sign up to have you beat me down till I brake. The only question I can think of are "what have I done it deserves this" this is the one question I ask my self every night. I hope your happy that I'm gone. And I'm not coming back, no matter how hard to try to apologize.i cant come back.
~Selina
