I fall too fast.
Crash too hard.
Forgive too easliy.
And care too much.
This is how she feels every day.
She knows no one really cares untill something dramatic happens.
In her mind there this voice nagging at her for everything she dose wrong
Majority of the words being
"Pathetic","Worthless","Unloved"
She tries to reach out to someone......heck,anybody to help her. But so far no ones listening.
If she can just end her life and not hurt those around her she would, even without a second thought.
When her final words were "see you tomorrow" because she believe saying goodbye would mean forgeting her. She cries her self to sleep every night and when people ask her if she's fine the next day she just simply nods here head and replies "im fine" but in reality she not, shes far from it. All she wants is for someone to look her in the eye and say "your not okay, tell me what's wrong." But everybody just pushs it to the side like nothing's wrong. The thoughts come back and whisper in her ear telling her "nobody loves you". "Nobody would miss you"."pick up the blades" she starts listening to these thoughts. Grabing the blade, one cut turns to two, two turns to four, four turns to six. It doesnt stop till her whole arm is covered. Before she takes her last breath she wispers " see you tomorrow."
~selina
