Dear Friend (The Perks Of Being A Wallflower)

1/6/13 ~Warning: Strong Language~

Dear Friend,

I don't think I properly explained that yesteray.

Ok, so, Grace, has started cutting again, she started 5 days ago. I told her to stop, but she won't listen. I was talking to Danielle about it and I was thinking about who she WOULD listen to. And I thought to myself 'Niall Horan'. So, I spammed him on Twitter and Instagram, losing a friend (Danielle) in the process.

why does everyone fucking give up on the ones they love? It annoys me a lot sometimes, I mean, you shouldn't give up on someone in need of help, never mjd alone someome you love!

Rose finally forgave me! But me, being the little fuck up that I am, got in a fight with her again. Drake and I still aren't talking. I don't talk to Eleanor on the weekends. I feel alone and isolated. I have nicolette, yes , but I still feel depressed.

I want to start playing violin again, but I can't u promised Rose I wouldn't, but since she isn't talking to me, can i? I mean, would I be breaking the promise?

I need someone to understand. Or at least be there.

My uncle died last night too, the one I love. And I tried to help people, I wish someone helped me! I honestly need someone. But the falling outs didn't help me one bit. This could be the last letter, but it might not be.

Love always,

Emma xx