Janine's Point of View
Ka-text ko ngayon ang Jagiya ko. I'm so kinikilig talaga! Shiiiiiiiiiiiizzzz!
Fr: Lulu deer ❤
Good night Jagi :* we need to sleep, maaga pa pasok natin bukas. Sleep well, dream of me. I love you so much.
Yan yung huling text niya. I didn't reply na, he'll know naman na I sleep na.
It's been a month since naging kami ni Luhan. I never expect na ganito ako kasaya kasama siya. He never failed to make me happy everyday. He make an effort even we never talk inside the school. Lagi kaming nagkikita. At hindi alam nila Shane yun.
Minsan hindi ko mapigilang malungkot kasi almost a month na kami pero hindi pa official I mean official as yung nag-uusap in public yung na-e-express namin yung love. Hindi yung through texts and calls lang. He never tell me the reason why we got into this situation.
Nawala yung kilig na kanina kong nararadaman. I hate it. Hindi ako galit kay Luhan pero hindi ko mapigilang ma-disapointed sakanya. Yung ibang mga ex's they all willing to introduce me with their parents but I don't want to. But now? Kahit na sa mga tao lang na nakapaligid samin hindi pa ako maipakilala kahit sa mga kaibigan niya. Bakit ba kailangan patago?
"Hey, Janine. What's with the face?" Shane said.
Nagulat ako. Agad kong naitago yung phone ko.
"Since when did you forgot how to knock?" Take note with the sarcasm there.
She sat beside we at the edge of my bed. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing" I smiled.
"Don't give that fake smile. I know may problema ka. But I won't push you tell me. Always remember I'll be here beside you. You can count on me."
Buti at nandito si Shane. She always make my mood feels better. Not only but to us.
I took a deep breath. "Shane, what if thier is someone you love and you know he loves too. The same way as you love him." I paused. Kinakabahan akong mag-kwento. Parang bawat sinasabi ko ang lakas na inpact sakin. She gave a 'Just continue. I'listening' look.
I took a deep breath again. Just tell her the story. Hindi mo naman sasabihin na ikaw yun, e. Kaya mo yan, Janine Aila!
"But the conflict is he never proclaim you as his girl. He keeps you as his text or call buddy."
Wag kang iiyak.
Yan yung paulit-ulit kong binubulong sa sarili ko.
"Do you really love him?"
*Dug dug*
"Yes" Bigla kong sagot. Nabigla din ako sa sagot ko. Tanga! Bakit ako nag-YES?
O__________O
"U-uhmm..." Sh*t! You have to think an excuse. Think.
"Wag ka na magpalusot. Don't you ever dare. Sakin ka pa ba magtatago?" She smiles bitterly.
Aba't kinonsenya pa ako. -________-
Sorry, Xi Lu Han! But hindi ko kayang itago 'tong relasyon natin. Lalo na dito sa babaeng 'to. Kung ikaw hindi mo kayang sabihin sa iba na ako ang girlfriend pwes ako kayang kaya ko.
"He's my boyfriend."
"I know" She smiled playfuly.
O________O
ASDFGHJKL!! My eyes was wide open. Sh*t!
"H-how did.. how did you k-know?"
"I knew it from the very beggining."
