To: jamesxreid@gmail.com
From: nadzlustre@gmail.com
Subj: Something urgent
Hey James.
Yup. I saw the rumor. Yeah, we're both used to it so I don't really care right now. All I know is I'm happy because I just turned 22 and I celebrated it with Yassi.
You and Andre should've been here. Thanks for the greeting though. I'll be back in a few days time. Got you and Gaea something. :p
Anywaaays, can I tell you something? I can but yknow. Gah what the hell I'm just gonna tell you.
I think I still have some feelings for you. And I know it's not right but, I can't do anything. I can't control what I feel. I've been thinking of this for a few days already that's why I haven't written back.
I don't know the right words, the right time. But God, I really want to let this out now. I don't have the intention of destroying your relationship with Gaea. What you have with her is really really cute and nice, please don't do anything that you'll regret just because of this.
If ever Gaea finds out about this, please tell her I'm sorry and I don't want to ruin the friendship we just started.
About me and Clark, we're currently not in good terms.
Yesterday, I saw his phone light up (it was on my bedside drawer) saying that he received a new message. The name registered in his phone was "Babe ❤️" and I'm 100% sure that that isn't my name on his phone.
As bad as it sounds, yes, I opened the message. You can't blame a girl for being curious, right? So I opened it and I saw few messages. Clark was outside the bathroom door when I locked his phone and covered my face. I tried not to sob loud but he hugged me and that's when I completely broke down.
I'm sorry. I didn't want you to know this. If ever you want to take me back (which is crazy), please don't do it out of pity. Don't love me again just because you feel sorry for me and because I confessed my feelings.
Okay?
Talk soon,
Nadine.
