Afraid to Fall

Chapter One (Jason's POV)

So another story! Woah I'm on a role.
Okay I'm gonna stop now. Just read

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I sat silently in math class as the teacher went on and on about how we should be paying attention. And just because we're seniors doesn't mean this Years grades don't matter. But honestly school was the last thing on my mind. Class was finally over not to long after and I was pissed.

As my annoying teacher said she'd be informing my parents about my 'sudden change in behavior' I was just so tired of people constantly telling me how I should he acting.

I got to my locker carelessly tossing my books in there. I grabbed the books I needed for my next class then slammed my locker door shut. As u was about to head to my next class. A familiar head appeared among all the others in the hall, Chelsea. My absolute best friend ever. Everyone else think we're in love -____- (#relatable.. But anyways)
But she is just a really great friend of mine.

We locked eyes then she dashed over to me jumping into my arms. Her natural warmth made me feel comfortable. I felt safe around her. We hugged for a moment as my hands were wrapped tightly around her waist. I felt like eyes were on us and I pulled away.

I saw our friends Julia and Steph standing there, smiling widely. "Oh gosh" I mumbled in Chelsea's ear. "Tell me about it" she laughed. Nudging me with her shoulder
"Oh don't let us interrupt" Steph said as she stepped directly in between us. I heard Chelsea chuckle ad we tried seeing each other but Steph just loved being in the middle if our friendship.

Key word. friend ship.
"I'll see you later" I said to Chelsea although I couldn't see her "Cool" she replied walking in the other direction. A few seconds later Steph turned to face me with an evil grin on her face.
"Really!" I threw my hands in the air. "I'm sorry, you guys are just the cutest thing ever" she reminded me again. Just like the 10 other people that do everyday.
I rolled my eyes "Oh really I never heard that one before" I said sarcastically.
"Just ask her to prom, just do it" Steph started to bug me about it. I sighed not really wanting to have this conversation
"Not now Stephanie, I'm not in the mood to talk about this." I began walking in the other direction. Sometimes it just gets really annoying hearing the same things over and over again. Chelsea and I knew we were only friends but for some reason no one else could understand that.
"But Jamie" she kept yanking at my shoulder , and attempting to turn me around. Then I jerked around
"Just leave me alone okay. Just stop trying she doesn't love me and I don't love her!" I ended up yelling louder than I'd anticipated. We were shot judgmental looks as I trudged down the hall pissed.

I got into the classroom thinking "'d escaped Stephanie's madness but then I remembered she had the same class as me. I sat in my usual seat. Everyone in class had a mutual understanding that wherever we sat on the first day of school was basically yours. I sat in the back row, mostly away from everyone and I liked it that way. But f course, today the teacher just wanted to change seats he stood everyone up and hand picked where we'd all be sitting for the rest of the school year. Not like there was that much left of it, it was already March. He sat me right in the front. Straight across from his desk. Anger coursed through my veins, all of my teachers knew I hated sitting in the from and usually they all respected that but I guess this asshole hadn't gotten the memo. I slowly walked over to me seat sucking my teacher as I moved past him. "Did you say anything Jason?" this low life bitch grinned at me. But I kept all my comments to myself.

Completely ignoring him I sat in my seat and minded my own business. I pulled out my Ipod because I was getting bored sitting there watching him make all the other students lives miserable just like he made mine. As i was listening to my feeling emo playlist ( yea I actually have one of those you know no judge zone! ;) c'mon salena back to the story okay )

Mr. Finn was staring sternly at me. Slowly I pulled out my head phones know exactly what was about to happen. I placed my Ipod in the palm of his hands and watched him carelessly throw it in the draw of his desk. "You can get this after your detention today" My fist balled in my lap.

"You think your so fuckin-

I stopped myself before i dug myself in a deeper grave.

Today was just the day for everyone to piss me off. So i just sat bored in class for the rest of the period as he was teaching us something about biology, or was it chemistry. It could've been trig.

Honesty .

I still didn't care.

Lunch Timeeeee

"Hey Jason." someone called my name behind me, I turned around swiftly. To be kindly greeted by Chelsea. ;)

"We still going out for lunch?" she asked bumping my shoulder. It was kinda like an annual thing we did every week. We promised that we'd never miss one. "Wouldn't miss it for the world."

she nodded in satisfaction and as most kids were eating in the cafeteria we were headed straight out the building.