Afraid to Fall

Jason's POV

Where have I beeennnnn

Just thought you might be interested in seeing what the future is for Jason and Chelsea

We'll see what happens now get to reading! :)

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My mind wasn't allowing me to understand what I was just told.

"How am I the pro-" she interrupted me with a deep sigh then said

"Jason, if you really love me, you need to let go of this... let go of us"

"Chelsea 4 years of friendship,I was there for 2 suicide attempts, 15 days 3 hours and 27 minutes of you not speaking to anyone, and you just want me to let go of all of that. That's not fair to me, I don't think I can't do that. You cant expect me to do that"

"Well Jason I'm not giving you an option."

And with that she walked out. Leaving my hurt shattered and hurting in so many ways.

I couldn't sit in another class knowing she would act like everything was alright. I was able to climb out the window in the girls bathroom. Banging my head and knee on the way out I swore angry nothings under my breath.

An escape was all I was looking for, but I knew there was no where for me to get that comfort and privacy. Why was she pushing me away? When did I become the issue? I had so many questions and I knew I wasn't going home without answers.

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Chelsea's POV

I had a pounding headache as I sat in class struggling to focus, my mind was far far away from anything school related. Although it needed to be because my grades were slowly dropping and in my house none of that was allowed. Mom was still being carefully being watched in the hospital after her tumor was removed. They said it was a successful surgery, but I dont understand why she couldn't just go home.

"Chelsea are you okay?" someone shook my shoulder. I looked up and saw my teacher staring at me just like the rest of the class with concerned looks on their faces. I felt tears drying along the crease of my nose. I wiped away the tears trying to play it off as if i wasn't crying.

"Um yeah I'm fine" I sniffed sitting up straight. He nodded his head then continued along with his lesson. But every so often as he did his usual speech and lecture about what we were learning he'd glance over at me. With a sympathetic smile. Then I'd nob my head with a faint smile reminding and reassuring him that I was okay.

The bell rang as I finally started focusing on what he was teaching. I shoved a few notes in my bag Then stood up preparing to leave.

"Chelsea can I speak to you for a moment?" Mr. Roberts ashed. "Actually I really needed to get home"

"Is it that urgent it'll only take a moment" he kept pushing for me to stay behind.
"Sure what is it"
"This marking period your test scores have been dropping rapidly, do you have idea why?" Reasons quickly sprouted in my mind but I knew I needed to keep it simple. "Um no I probably just need to study a bit more."
The truth was I hadn't gone over any three weeks and it was pretty obvious I wasn't paying attention in class. Those just weren't things I'd been focused on.

"Just try to get a little more studying in. And remember if you have any questions, just ask" he offered with a warm smile. "Thank you Mr. Roberts I'll be sure to keep that in mind"

"Great." he said placing a hand on my shoulder. I tensed up a little as his grip tightened then slowly loosened. I could tell he noticed the awkward silence so I tried to excuse myself as quickly as I could. "Well, I'll see you tomorrow, nice chat." I shuffled out the classroom without another word. I walked home slowly as the nice breeze blew pass me calmly.

I got sudden chills thinking about what had happened with Jason and I earlier. I knew I had probably hurt his feelings but I know I knew to let go of the relationship we had because of how destructive it was becoming for me.

As I turned the corner on the block of my house Jason sat on my front porch, leg bouncing and eyes darting up and around, I guess looking for me.

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Okay that took a while. I feel like its not even that long of a chapter

Sorry I don't feel like re-reading and having to recognize how terrible I am at this whole English thing :)

Who thinks Jason might secretly be a creepy stalker waiting to kidnap Chelsea.

Well you'll just have to wait and seeeeee ;)

Bye Now!!!