A Disconnected Heart (A Mindless Behavior Love Story)

A Disconnected Heart

(introduction)

Me, my name is Brianna... Ive never exactly have been the best when it comes to controlling my feelings for people... Ive never seemed to get it right when it comes to the whole "love" thing. That is why I now gather that love does not exist. I believe its just a thing used to make sensative people bend, break, and wither at their own will... So long ago I made a promise that I would never EVER love again and that I will never fall into the trap that leads to a broken heart. Now at age 21 I still intenend on keeping my promise to myself. My friends Amber, Jordan and Chioma have all known me since grade school and they all know very well the story of my hurt. However Prince, Roc, Prod, and Ray only met me in 9th grade so they are well unaware. All they know is that Im lonely and awfuly hard when it comes to relationships and friendships..... Nothing seems wrong... well to me atleast.......

(end of intro)

Chapter 1

*BUZZ BUZZ* The vibration of my phone instantly wakes me up. As I slowly pat the covers feeling for my phone I feel someone next to me... "Hiyahh." Amber greeted me as I wiped my eyes. "Goodmorning" I replied in a usual wraspy sleepy tone, "Who texted me?" I said cluelessly. Amber gave me a half smile as she handed me my phone "How bout you see for yourself." she said in a unusually eager tone. I looked and saw that Prince wanted to meet me somewhere for breakfast... he says he has news for me.

I then hurry up and prepare myself to go see Prince... I cant stand him up, he was like one of my bestest friends.

As I arive at our usual meeting spot... The Koney Island up the street... He greeted me at my car and walked with me inside.

As we sat down I felt that something bad was about to happen, this is when he started to speak. "So Brianna..." he started as he looked up at me. "How are you, you dont look to good." he finished. "I-I feel fine... Wassup Prince? What did you need to tell me?" Prince then looked me deep in the eyes with a very deep amazement in his eyes that id never seen him ever before make at anyone, it had a sort of Romantic ring to it that I didnt understand. He then said to me in the most soft velvety voice hed ever used in my presance "Im in love with you Brianna" he said with a smile spread across his flawless lips. Something at this moment took over me and I stood up to my feet and laughed obnoxtiously as if that were the funniest thing ive ever heard "Ha!! How funny! Alright, for real now whats the deal?" he looked at me with a serious face and said "Brianna, im serious". I sat back down and said in an unsteady voice "What do you mean Princeton?" my hands started to sweat. He then said to me "I mean im in love with you Brianna, and I want to be more than your friend". I was immediately lost for words, this is when Prince slowly rubbed my hand telling me to take my time and let it sink in but I broke out of my shock and pulled away from his caress. I gathered my things and stood up trying to fight back my tears as I shouted out "This isnt funny Prince!! You know I dont do that shit!! I dont believe in love!" he got up in an attempt to calm me down and said "This isnt a joke, I just.... Why cant you just try?". The tears began to fall and I said trying not to sob "Just leave me ALONE!". I stormed out and looked behind me through the glass of the resturaunt and saw Prince standing up inside with his hands behind his head looking stunned and hurt. I didnt mean to be like that... but if you were me youd understand...

(end of Chaper 1)