A Disconnected Heart (A Mindless Behavior Love Story)

I Crash and Burn

(Chapter 7)

NO.... NO, NO, NOOO. WHAT THE HELL HAVE I DONE!? I grabbed my head with both and the real feelings then came over me. I put my back on the door and slid down not being able to contain myself.

Why did I let him leave? Why the fuck did I turn him down. He was right.... them hurting me wasnt his fault. Amber was right... I wasnt happy... not without Prince. I finally realised it.... I loved him. I loved Prince. I was only hurting without HIM in my life. Chioma was right.... He is good for me. It was me that was hurting myself not letting me realize that he was the only thing I lived for. I had to go get him back.

I hurried up and grabbed my keys off the counter... Got into my car and floored it down the streets to get to Prince's house. I had my phone in hand constantly calling him. He didnt answer so I left message after message.

When I pulled into his driveway his door was wide open. I walked and I called out his name "PRINCE!" No one answered. "PRINCE!" I heard a loud sound, like a gun shot come from behind me. I then turned around and to my suprise there Prince was bleeding on his knees with a man with an out streached hand carrying a hand gun standing in the distance. I stood there in shock as he layed there holding in the blood as it gushed out. "PRIIIIIIIIINCCEEEETOOOON!!" I screamed as I then turned to face the man who'd shot him but he had already ran out the house. "Prince, are you okay?" I said as I fell down to cradle him. "Bri...." he said breathing heavily. "Dont worry im gonna call an ambulance okay." I said as I took my phone out my pocket with my shaking bloody hand and started to dial 911. "Hello... My friend.... my BOYfriend he's been shot! I need an ambulance please" I said into my phone crying my eyes out. "Give me your adress." the person on the other line instucted. "1943 Destiny Way" I said shakily. "An ambulanve will be there in about 10 minutes okay ma'm. For now find something to stop the bleeding." they said. "O-Okay" I said then hung up the phone.

I got up and went and got a towel and put it over his wound. "Its gonna be okay Prince... I promise" I said to him still crying. "It hurts Brianna." he said as he shivered. "I know baby, just wait and it will all go away... the ambulance will be here any minute now." I tried to convince him. "Why-Why'd you come back?" he asked as he closed his eyes and stopped breathing. "PRINCE!" I said shaking him. "PRINCE DONT YOU DIE ON ME." The ambulance pulled in at this very moment and the men came and lugged Prince onto a gurney and pushed him into the back of the ambulance. I sat in the back crying beside him as the nurses tried to keep him breathing... alive for that matter. Why did he get shot? Who was after him? Why didnt they shoot me? Was this about my past? Or is he hiding something from me?.... I thought deeply as they kept probing the man I loved.... at least I think thats what the feeling is.