The thing that kills you the most (shawn mendes)

All over again

I woke up to my annoying alarm again. I got up and sighed looking at my fresh cuts on my left arm. I went into the bathroom took a shower got out blow dried my hair and did my make up. After I was done I went into my room and picked out a black skater skirt with a blue tank crop top that I tucked into my skirt. When I was done I went downstairs grabbed an apple and waited for izzy. Soon there was a knock. I opened the door and she walked in. "Hey where's your car" she asked. Oh shit I forgot shawn is picking me up well I guess he's picking us up now. "Oh I got to talk to you" I said. "Okay go on". "Well yesterday I went to Shawn's after school and ended up spending the night cause of the storm. Well that morning we woke up we needed up talking a shower together. As we were in the shower he leaned in and we started to make out I soon pushed him away cause I remember what was happening and what he did to me. I told him I couldn't do it cause I didn't want to get hurt. Then he said he wouldn't hurt me. Then told me he had a crush on me since freshmen year and that he was trying to make me notice him, also said he was sorry for bullying me. Then he said he wouldn't hurt me again then I said you already have then ran all the way here. When I got homey dad was here, drunk of course. I said things he said things them pulled a knife on me I locked myself in my room until he left oh and shawn is suppose to pick me up for school cause he told me to ride with him yesterday so I did" I said only taking a few breaths. "Wow. A lot of things can happen in one day" she said. I laughed a little and said yup. I got up to get a snack from the pantry her following and stopping when I was getting my snack. Her eyes got watery and I looked to see what she was staring at. My wrists shit. "You said you where done with that" she said sadly. "sorry" I mumbled. "Seeing dad trying to kill me it just happened"  "Ally you need to stop" she said. " I will" I said back not being completely honest. We decided to go wait outside for shawn. We waited for about 5mins. When he got here I got in the front and izzy got in the back. And the whole car ride was silent.

(IM GONNA SKIP SCHOLL CAUSE I DONT FEEL LIKE WRITING IT)

When I got home mom called me. "Hey mom" I answered.  "Hey sweetie so I have training so I wont be home till after school tomorrow sorry" she said. "It's okay mom" "well invite shawn over and have him sleep over" she preferred. "How did you know about shawn" I asked. "Remember the storm his mom called" she said making me remember. "Right well bye love you". "Love you" she replied. And with that I hung up. I wasn't going to invite shawn over because of what happened that night. So I was gonna see if Jayden wanted to come. As soon as I was about to call there was a knock on my door.

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