The thing that kills you the most (shawn mendes)

Going back

(That guy in the picture is my idiot boyfriend who I'm glad I have😍❤️😘 I decide to out that because this chapter was about reuniting with Shawn)

It has been three weeks now since I have been home. Shawn has gone to work everyday and left the babies with my parents. So when he's at work I go over there and see the girls before he gets back to pick him up. I was lying in bed and thinking. I then decided that today was the day I go back home. Honestly I miss everyone. Some have come to visit but not all. I really want to see them even Sydney. But most importantly figure out why she did that. I got out of bed packed up all my stuff then walked to the elevator. I walked out with my stuff gave the lady the key back paid for my staying thanked her and left. I got in my car and started the engine. I drove up to the house and parked in the drive way. Looks like they kept my spot open just in case I came back. I got my suitcases from the car and began to walk across the lawn. I was walking and the door opened then closed. I then saw Shawn there twirling the keys around his fingers. As soon as we saw each other we stopped dead in our tracks. He opened his arms and said just above a whisper, "come here". I dropped all my things and ran to him jumping into his arms wrapping my legs around his waist. I had my eyes closed my soon opened them to take in my missed surroundings and saw everyone outside on the porch.  "I missed you so much....I love you ally" "I missed you to and love you to shawn" I replied I walked back over to get my stuff and walked to the porch steps. I looked up and saw Sydney standing in the front with tears luring down her face. "I'm so sorry ally" she barely even whispered. I dropped all my stuff once again and ran up the stairs and hugged her. "It's okay Sydney. I forgive you but we are still gonna talk" I whispered in her ear. We separated and she nodded smiling at me. While I of course returned it. Shawn room my suitcases in while I gave everyone big hugs. And Gilinsky was last. "I'm so sorry about the things I said before I left" I said looking at him then wrapping my arms around his neck, him sqeeIng me back very tightly. "It's fine you were angry sad and upset I get it" he said. We all walked inside. And I ran up stairs to look at my two beautiful girls. Shawn came up behind me. "Your mom told me you went over there every day when I went to work to see them" he said. "Oh. I'm sorry about everything. I shouldn't have just left" I said turning around looking at him. "Hey don't apologize for something that wasn't your fault. It meant nothing I swear. And I don't want to loose you again" he said starting to panic a little. "Hey look at me" I said as he looked at me. ""It's fine. I shouldn't have just left. And I should have called or been an adult about this. I was stupid" I said. "I'm just glad your back I will never loose you again" he said resting his forehead on mine. "Hey you never lost me and you never will" I replied giving him a long kiss.

(Hey guys sorry it's short I'm writing this trying to keeps my eyes open from falling asleep. Goodnight now)