The thing that kills you the most (shawn mendes)

Moving in

"Is that all the boxes" I ask. "Yes" they all yell. Well I finally moved in but the sad part about it was I had to wait another year which means in 19. Well all of us share a room with our boyfriends and I'm already settled in my room with shawn. "Hey we are gonna go out wanna come" they all ask. We look at each other then reply "naw thanks for asking were gonna stay" we reply. They walk out and yell "use protection". Before I can get to the door it's slammed shut. "Don't worry about it babe we will get them when they get home" shawn says. We lay on the couch and watch tv. Then I begin to think. In the year me and shawn have been together we've never had sex. Is that bad? What the hell yes it is what's wrong with me he's probably dying. It's time to change that. As shawn continues to watch tv I sit on top of him. Then I begin to leave a trail if kisses down his neck. He moans slightly. "Babe what are you doing? Are you sure?" He asks. I nod and he instantly flips me over. He then begins to kiss down my neck. Me moaning, we stand up trying to make it to our room. He pushes me against the wall while still making out. "Jump" he whispers in between kisses. I do as he says and he starts to walk up stairs with me wrapped around him. He kicks the door opened then closed and throws me on the bed. I giggle before him getting back on top of me. He starts to undress me while I do the same to him. He's only left in boxes and me in my bra and panties. He then un clips my bra and lays me down softly from me being in his lap. And pulls my panties down and his boxers down. He positions himself at my entrance. "Are you sure?" He asks one more time. I nod while biting my bottom lip. He slips himself inside me. I arche my back in pain and grab ahold of the sheets. Then he keeps going and it soon turns into pleasure. My back still arched, him on top of me while I'm holding onto him. Then he began to slow down. He slowly slips out and I feel my back fall. He drops down next to me as we both breath heavily. "Was that okay? Oh my god I'm do stupid I didn't mean to hur-" he says then I cut him off. "It was great" I smile. He just returns the smile back then we go under the covers and go to bed.

(Hey sorry about the sex scene. I know I'm only 13 but oh well hope you you liked it love you guys! Oh and happy thanks giving)