The thing that kills you the most (shawn mendes)

Leaving and time

Ally's pov

I was still crying on the floor. Shawn walked up to me and held me in his arms. "It's okay shh" "NO ITS NOT! SHES MY BEST FRIEND!" I yelled. "Okay I get that but things will get better between you two. Calm down ally" "STOP TELLING ME TO CALM DOWN. IT WONT BE OKAY. SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND, MY BEST FRIEND THAT NOT ONLY KISSED MY HUSBAND BUT THE FATHER OF MY CHILDREN!" I yelled once again. "OKAY ALLY I KNOW THAT I AM THE HUSBAND I WAS THERE REMEMBER NOW STOP YELLING AT ME!!!" Shawn yelled back scaring me a little. I got out of his arms and ran into my room. I grabbed and put a while worths clothes in there and whatever else I needed. As I was about to walk out the door Shawn walked in and shut it. "Where you going" he said sighing. "I'm leaving for the a while I need some time to think" I said. "Think about what? It was a damn kiss that you know sure as hell didn't mean anything to me. I love you ally and only you. I would never do anything to hurt you. You saw what happened and she said she did that. Don't leave when you don't have to." He said. "Shawn, I know you love me and I love you too. I know it didn't mean anything to you but clearly it did to her if she was the one who did it. And I can't just pretend that I didn't walk in on my best friend making out with my husband. Shawn I will be back as soon as I can it won't even be like I was gone. I do love you so much but it happened and I can't forget about it. I do have to leave" I said. By that time he wasn't blocking the door anymore. I walked around and past him. While I was walking out the door still halfway in the doorway Shawn said something. "Ally please don't, don't leave me, the babies" Shawn said whispering cause he was about to cry. "I'm sorry goodbye" I said crying already. With that I walked downstairs and saw everyone starting to almost cry clearly they heard all of it. I walked straight passed them and straight out the front door. I was walking to my car gilinsky walked out. "Ally don't do this for Shawn the babies. You know syd wouldn't do this if there wasn't something wrong" he said. "Jack, this was your girlfriend how are you okay with this she did it" "because on our way home she called me and was crying she explained everything that happened and she said that she didn't know what she was thinking she was being honest" he said. "And I get that but she still did it and im still very mad. I need my time away and I think you should to" I said getting in the car starting it and driving off.