The thing that kills you the most (shawn mendes)

A chance?

I walked over to the door and opened it. And of course there he stood. "Hey your mom called my mom and told me to come over and spend the night" he said quietly. "Oh come in then" I replied. We at on the couch and said nothing when he broke the silence. "Look ally I'm so" I cut him off. "Shawn I really don't want to hear about it" no let me talk. I'm really sorry I didn't mean to make you upset" he said. "It doesn't matter" I said. "Yes it does!!" He yelled. "No it doesn't like I said you don't really want me you'll just hurt me and I can't get heart broken again I can't stand it anymore it's to much. You have hurt me and there's nothing that can change that. And threw all of it I still like you. But you won't like me the way I want you to...need you to!" I screamed. He grabbed my wrist to pull me close but I winced in pain. He quickly let me go. "What's wrong" "nothing" I mumble. " pull up your sleeve" he demanded. "No!"  I said back. He walked up to me and pulled up my sleeve and looked at my wrists. Tears started to run down his cheeks. "Why" he whimpered. "Because" I said quietly. "Ally!" He yelled. "Want to know why? Because my entire life. You my dad. My dad tried to kill me the other day when I ran from your house. And then you tell me that you like me. But you don't I'm just another girl to you. But I can't get hurt cause if I get hurt I'll be done and i won't handle it anymore. I can't get hurt especially from you" I paused then continued "because I'm in love with you. And the more you do things I just fall in love  more and I can't get broken I can't handle anymore of it!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I looked down at the floor. He lifted up my chin with his finger then kissed me. He leaned his forehead against mine. "I love you to. I've been in love with you since the first day I saw you" he replied. "Shawn I can't, I can't get hurt" I said looking up at him. "I won't ally, I promise" he replied. "Okay" I said quietly.

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