City Lights

Chapter 3

Anna had brought some Chinese takeout but I wasn't really hungry right now . Anna was shocked to hear that.

That was a shocker for me too .
I mean I'm never not hungry but whatever .

We ended up watching 'american horror story ' which was Anna's favorite show.

My mind thou was just not focused so I excused myself and headed to my room .

It'd been a while since I'd last wrote in my journal so I decided to give it a shot, maybe it'd take my mind off the memories .

After 20 minutes of staring at the empty sheet in front of me I realized that their was no point and grabbed my headphones from the bedside and plugged my music in , launching myself straight into my warm bed.

Ah my baby , just how much I regretted getting off it every morning .

I sighed not really sure what else to do.

It was a little more than 11:15 and sleep seemed impossible.

Being an insomniac had many cons I guess , number one being that your brain always messes up with your thoughts and every emotion you feel was heightened.

Or maybe it was just me.

Yea , the latter seemed more like it .

I started fiddling around , looking for one of my favorites, 'If I stay ' by Gayle Foreman.

The guy had major some major talent .

The book was one of the best I'd read and I just couldn't stop reading it again and again .

And that was how I spent the rest of the night , relishing the beautiful moments of Mia's and Adams relationship.

They were truly in love and I wondered just how many of us were actually lucky enough to find someone who'd actually love us, with all of their heart.

But that was the thing .

This generation was full of people who could easily fake their emotions and feelings.

Why would someone even play with someone else's feeling ?
This isn't a game.
I sighed .

Maybe this is why I couldn't actually believe that love was real .

It was all but just a simple fantasy.

A dream our mind created to fill the empty spaces of our hearts.

I probably wasn't making any sense.

I went back to reading my book and eventually ended drifting off to sleep.

Hey!?
So I know this is too short , sorry .
I'll make it up in the next chapter.

Anyways
I'd really appreciate it if you guys could leave comments on how you feel this stories going so far
Bye .