Fallacy • Jeonghan [1]

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I love this song lol

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Lia

"Lia, good morning, what's up?" Those deer eyes twinkled as I entered the room. He flashed me his usual sweet smile.

"I'm good. Have you had your food yet?" I ask, sitting by the side of his bed.

"Yeah, I took medicines. The doctor injected some to my body." He answers, not seeming to understand what I was actually asking.

I shook my head, "No, I meant your real food."

Jisoo stared at me blankly, "No breakfast for today."

Oh god, how could the hospital do this to him? Why wouldn't they feed him? He's sick, god. He's weak. He's pale. He needs energy.

I took out the fried rice that I secretly stole from my friend. I didn't steal, she paid for it, and she wasn't looking so I took it before she did, its considered mine now.

"You stole again, didn't you?" Jisoo looked at me.

My face went red, flustered. I spooned him a mouthful of the fried rice, "O-of course not! I'm not that poor you know? H-here, have some, I'll-"

Jisoo tilted my chin up and leaned in, planting a gentle kiss on my lips.

"You can't lie to me, okay? You're so damn bad at lying." Jisoo started cracking up. And I just stood there frozen. Like in those cliche Korean dramas where they freeze for god knows probably how long.

"Amelia?"

"Yeah?"

"I'm gonna miss you."

"Why?"

Jisoo smiled, his lips curling into his typical smile, and once again his eyes glowing.

"You know I'm not going to be here for long."

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Jisoo.

"Oh my god," I quickly sat up on my bed, sweating, brushing my bangs back from my face.

"Its a dream," I mutter, cupping my face with my hands "I hate flashbacks."

Slipping my feet into the cozy slippers, I headed to the bathroom to splash my face with cold water. Try to forget those flashbacks.

I never got what he said back then. He was in the hospital because of some fever. At that time, his cancer toned down, he was just left with a fever. But somehow, he talks to me as if those three more years we spent together were like our last days together.

Whenever I spent my days with him, I was so scared to wake up for the next day. Scared that he'll leave. I wished that one day we spent together would never end.

Returning to my bed, I unlocked my phone. 12 a.m.

"Shit," I cursed "forgot to tell hyung to bring my earphones."

So I just blared music from there. Those usually late night songs that you put on your playlist.

I sighed. A few more days, and I'll be out of this hell. Just, a few more days.

Jisoo, how could he just kiss me like that?

'And Jeonghan too,' I muttered.

I stroked my forehead.

Its still embarrassing, how I can feel his lips still making contact with my skin. Its like this burning feeling, and you feel so calm and so protected.

I placed my phone on the side table, the song now changing.

"Crazy days, city kights, the way you'd play with me like a child," I hummed along.

Its funny. How Jeonghan could easily make me forget abour my worries. How he could easily get rid of my yearning for Jisoo. How he could pit me to sleep, just with a chaste kiss.

"Lia?" Jeonghan came in "I'm staying here for the night. Is that-"

"Hot summer days, rock n roll, the way you play for me at your show," I sang along. These lyrics, reminded me of Jisoo.

"Lia? Are you okay?" He asks, walking over and sitting in front of me on the bed. I didn't answer.

"And all the ways I got to know, your pretty face and electric soul,"

How he used to play his guitar for me.

"Lia, stop crying."

How he smiled.

"Beautiful, beautiful so sweet."

How his laugh sounded.

"Lia, stop. Okay? Stop. I hate seeing people cry."

Tears poured.

"Will you still love me when I got nothing but my aching soul?"

I miss Jisoo.

"Lia, please don't cry over stupid things." Jeonghan says.

I raised my head.

"I miss him. He's leaving," I whisper, the tears were there in my eyes "I loved him. My best friend. I loved him too much."

Jeonghan turned to look at me. The look in his eyes different from usual. He was holding back something.

"I...I thought I already told you that you're mine..?"

"I-"

"So you thought I was joking?"

I stayed quiet.

"I wasn't, Lia. You're really mine. I won't let anyone take you. Please, Lia, he's in the past..."

That was when he put his lips on mine.

"You're mine. Stop crying," He linked our fingers together, brushing my tears off with his thumb.

Jeonghan soon lay me down on the bed, pulled me closer towards him, that I could almost hear his calm heartbeat. He stroked my hair as he hummed me to sleep, the song still playing in the background.

I leaned in, whispering in his ear, "Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful?"

"I will, Lia. I will."

"I know you will, I know you will. And I trust you."

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Yes short chapter cheesy af pls dont hate me bc i really love you guys hehe

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