You Can Make Me Smile [Heavy editing]

Chapter 9: The meeting

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(I'm not sure if I should do these POV things anymore, you guys can probably guess who it is through context clues;)

"Okay guys , this meeting of [YN's] friends has come to order!" Sasha whisper-yelled. We where in the store room hoping that none of our superiors will notice us after curfew. All of us were crouched down around a lamp that provided the only light in the room.

"OK let's take roll" said Sasha(who wanted to make this as formal as possible)

"Mikasa"

"Here"

"Armin"

"P-present"(an: he was scared cuz we be breaking da RULES)

"Eren"

"Here"

"Jean"

"Huh?"

"Connie"

"Yo"

" And me!" Sasha said a little too loud.

"OK so Mikasa, Armin, and Eren you guys were friends before [YN] joined so how was she before she joined? Like as in personality"

"Well..." I started "She was always pretty sassy and kinda mean sometimes, but she can be extremely caring when she wants too..." I trail off, thinking of the time when she tried to comfort Eren on the boat, not caring of herself.

"Y-yeah" Armin started "she comforted me when the last of my family died in trying to take wall Marina" he looked down to the floor.

"But some other times, she would be super bitter..." Eren trailed off and then said " something had to make her like that."

I give a glare to Eren because she asked us not to worry about her past... he didn't see it.

"Come to think of it, Mikasa, Eren did we ever see her parents?" Armin asked

I think for a second..." No, we only saw her sister"

"And Eren, when you asked if we could come over that one time... what did she say?"

He thought for a moment " She quickly denied it and then ran off..."

"And I remember on the boat she was covering her ears saying ' don't trigger it don't trigger it'." Armin stated

Jean looked at us then said " That settles it then, she's hiding something"

"We don't know that!" Eren yelled a little(more like a lot) to loud. That's when the storeroom doors opened.Standing there was none other than corporal Levi.

"Oi! What are you brats doing after curfew?" Levi states rather angrily

"Sir!" We all stood up and saluted and then Armin starts.

" W-we were ummm w-w-we were-"

"It doesn't matter you all are getting 100 laps in the morning along with that [YN] kid"

"W-what! Why [YN]?!?"

"I heard you people talking, she seems to be the cause of  your...meeting". At this everyone hung there head in defeat, there was no talking him out of it.

"Now go to bed for shits sake!"

"Yes sir!" And with that we all went our separate ways, me and Sasha heading to the girls dorms, while the boys head to theres, but as I was about to open the doors to our room I heard sniffing and crying. But the only person in the room had to be [YN]. I slowly open the door to reveal [YN] laying in a ball softly crying and mumbling things, but as I get closer to her the things she was mumbling became clear.

"N-no I'm not-- I didn't mean to--I'm not a monster..." Every once in a while she would flinch and shake, she was in a cold sweat. Soft sobs escaped her mouth, I try to put my hand on her back but she flinched the instant I did.

"I didn't mean to....I didn't mean to..." I lean in, awaiting her next word.

" murder them"