Post-a-ma-bob

June 3, 2013 (part 1) LONG IM SORRY

Oh. My. Gosh.

The year is over in two days.

What even?

Please excuse me as I cry for a minute.

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So I got into this high school (I dunno if I've talked about it) with a hospitality program. I. Am. So. Happy.

But now I won't be with Alexis. *sob*

Guess who else is going there?

JOSH!

And Zoey. Yeah.

But ASDFGHJKLIQGSBSJWQWERTY! JOSH. I CANNOT HANDLE THIS.

oh yeahh, I'm also getting all confused again.

So on Wednesday we pretty much get to do whatever the hell we want for the half day. And so here's the little situation, Hailey, Becky, Alexis and I all have dares. Well, Hailey's got cancelled, because her "crush" that she's liked for two years now offered to hug her. Becky's is to high five the school president, but problem. Of course.

Guess who likes Duke again? Becky.

Why?

Must?

This?

Happen?

Now?

Ugh, I'm getting all jealous for nothing.

So anyways, MY dare is to kiss Duke...

ON THE CHEEK. But I wouldn't mind an actual kiss. What? Who said that? Sosososo, anyways, Becky wants to do it too. I know it's probably bad that I'm getting mad about this, but like...I dunno. I find it somewhat annoying that he's trying to make a huge deal out of telling Duke his feelings and crap on Wednesday. Like, why now? I get that it's the end of the year and all but is it really necessary? And then he wanted us to both kiss him at the same time. I WILL ADMIT THAT I AM NOT OKAY WITH THAT.

Call me crazy, but I want it to be something that I do. Not some joke for a picture just to make Becky happy. He's been acting so self centered lately. Like HE planned to go to the mall the other day, and when I was in the car he texted me saying he couldn't go. Thank god our other friend was already there. But he wanted me to get him this shirt at Forever 21, and I told him after we left the mall that they didn't have it, we didn't have enough anyways, and WHY should I do him a favor after he ditched us on a plan he made? Ugh.

And after our friends left, I went dress shopping with my sister and her friend for her friend's graduation. I got bored so I texted Duke, and we talked for like...an hour, then I forgot to reply. And he was like "you're still there? You've been there a long time! Aren't you tired?" all worried kind of and then we talked about Avengers and cars.