HEY, IT'S ME.
I was a douche, seriously. Sobrang naging duwag ako para hindi panindigan at harapin ang nararamdaman ko. I was just protecting you from the pain that I might give. But there you are, almost died because of me.
Akala ko... Akala ko maiiwas kita sa sakit kung iiwasan din kita. Akala ko, kapag hindi ko ipinakitang mahal din kita, lalayo ka na at titigilan na ako. Pero hindi. Mas nasaktan ka at mas minahal pa ako.
Eilee, sobrang natakot akong harapin itong nararamdaman ko para sa'yo. Dahil alam kong masasaktan ka lang kapag ako ang minahal mo.
I am dying too, Eilee. I hope to see you soon.
By the way, it's me, Jack.
