Love, Life and Loss (Undergoing Editing)

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

'Reese it's fine I'll be fine there"

"How can you be saying this Jayda he RAPED you how are you ok with this"

I shook my head looking down not expecting to understand. I was sitting in his sitting room with a blanket wrapped around my shoulders and a cup of hot chocolate in my hand. After getting away from Mike and my mum Reese demanded me and Belle stay with him. I know it would be better for the both of us but Mike will find away to get us back. The door opened and Ryan walked with Belle.

"Beans!"

She ran over and jumped on my lap.

"Why are we at RyRy and Reese's house?"

"Reese wants us to stay here for the night"

"Okay!"

She ran off to Ryan and started pulling him up the stairs. Reese came and sat down next to me.

"Jayda please. You can't go back there, I can't let you go back there"

"Reese you don't understand I have to go back you don't know him"

"Just let me you. How can you keep Abira in that house knowing that that man can do that to her"

"She's never home alone with him so it will never happen"

"But are you willing to risk it Jayda?"

"Fine, fine Reese we'll stay here but if anything happens we're going back"

He nodded and pulled me into a hug resting his chin on my head.

"He should have never been able to do that to you Jayda"

"I know" It only came out as a whisper and the tears started to fall down my face. Hugging me tighter he let me cry not saying anything just giving my comfort. When I'd finally stopped he picked me up and took me upstairs. Placing me down in a bedroom I guess we'll be staying in I thanked him and he left closing the door. Wipping my eyes I walked over to my bag and picked up my phone calling Mrs Josephine. After a few rings she picked up.

"Hello?"

"Hi Miss Josephine"

"Jayda? Are you ok you sound like you've been crying is everything ok? Are you hurt? Is Abira hurt? Do you need me to come for you?"

"No we're fine Miss Josephine I just called to tell you we were staying at Reese and Ryan's house"

"Oh ok why is that you know you can come stay back here:"

"I want to I really do vut I can't put you in danger like that you mean to much to me"

"Put me in danger what do you mean Jayda"

"I can't tell you I'm so sorry but I need you to get a security alarm installed you have to be as safe as possible"

"An alarm system? Jayda whats going on?"

"I'm so sorry I dragged you into this but please do this for me I'll call more often I promise"

"You better Jayda don't make me come down there and when you're ready to talk you know where I am Jayda just pop by"

"Thank you bye Miss Josephine"

"Bye Jayda"

I waited to hear her hang up the phone before putting the phone down. I pulled out some underwear and a tank top, large jumper and new pair of jogging bottoms. Walking out the room I went in seaech for the bathroom, coming across one of the boy's room and what looked like another guest room I finally reached the bathroom, it was a nice black and white bathroom with red accesories. I locked the door before turning on the shower, openeing one of the cupboards there was a load of towels pulling out a red one I put it down near the shower, stripped off my clothes and got in. When the scorching water fell against my skin I let the flood gates open again scrubbing hard against my skin all I could think of was Mike scrubbing my neck I felt the wound open again and it start bleeding. Scrubbing and scrubbing I finally stopped when my legs fell from beneath me and the sobs racked through my body. Curling into a ball I sat there and cried, cried that my mum never tried to stop it, ctied that I couldn't fight it and cried that I would never be able to live a truley normal life because of him it's all HIS fault I never wanted this, I never did anything to provoke this why is he doing it why me?