Love, Life and Loss (Undergoing Editing)

Chapter 1

Authors Note:

Hey all :D this is my first story posted so feel free to leave comments :D

Dedicated to my girl Priscilla for continuously bugging me to post on here :P so yeah on with it :D

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The pillow muffled my screams as he thrust into me a final time before releasing inside me I didn't attempt to move as he got up and walked out the room shutting my door.

A quiet voice came from the corner of the room "Jayda... Beans are you ok?"

I stood up slowly and started to walk over to Abira's bed and started stroking her head

"I'm fine baby its ok go get ready for nursery."

She hugged me and walked out the room. I stripped and looked at my bruising skin, a tear fell from my eye, how did this happen what did I do so bad.

I picked up my body wash and lotion and walked to the bathroom to get myself and Abira ready.

Walking into the kitchen mum was getting ready to leave when she noticed us us standing there "Morning Jay Mike's gonna take you to school today"

I tensed up at the mention of his name

"It's ok ma I'm gonna take Belle to nursery and then I'll get the bus to school" She shook her head I was knew the lecture was coming and was use to them now, he just trying to be kind, why are you being so selfish blah blah blah, but she doesn't know, she has never known. I lowered my head and got Abira ready and we left.

Finishing signing Abira into nursery I kneeled down "I'll see you later gimme a hug and have fun."

She hugged me and ran inside to find her friends. I checked my watch it was 7:45 I ran for the bus to school from one hell to another.

***first period***

I walked into my English class 30 minutes late...again.

My teacher looked up and shook her head "Miss King how nice of you to show up"

I looked down at my feet and continued to walk to my seat the whole class was snickering I put in my headphones it's not like she's talking about important shit anyway. The bell went and I got up and went to leave when Ryan stood in front of me. I took out a headphone and looked up at him

"We got paired for the project"

He handed me a piece of paper that had the task on it and his number in red at the top before walking away. I stuffed the paper into my bag and carried on walking to my next class, being paired with that boy is the worst thing that could happen.

***Lunch***

Sitting down on my own as usual Aphrodite and her friends sat down arounf my table "Jay, can I call you Jay?"

"can you not"

"shut up you ugly piece of shit why would I'll call you what I want"

I looked down at my tray of food as they started taking shit and snickering. They got up and I sighed in relief and relaxed a bit until I felt something cold and wet running down my hair and neck

Looking up at Aphrodiate she smirked at me "I'm queen bitch around here so know your fucking place and leave Ryan got it?"

I got up and ran out the cafeteria. I was in the hallway when I bumped into someone and fell flat on my ass. I looked up to see Ryan looking down at me.

"Are you ok? "

I said I was fine as I got up and turned to walk away when he grabbed my arm.

"Hey do you wanna meet up after school?"

I must have given him a confussed look because he explained himself

"For the project "

"Oh um... ok maybe at 6

He nodded and smiled at me, "Ok text me your adder-"

he got cut off when Aphrodiate came storming down the corridor

"BITCH DIDN'T I TELL YOU TO STAY AWAY FROM MY MAN OR DO YOU WANT FRIES WITH THAT SHAKE"

Ryan rolled his eyes and turned to her, "I was talking to her about the English project I'm paired with her in"

She walked up to him and looped her arms around his neck and kissed his cheek. Looking over his shoulder she sneered at me as I hurried off to get changed for PE which I share with Aphrodite and her followers. Lucky me -_-