#24. You're Not Straight

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Ashton: (you're gay)

(This is going to be a sort if bsm type of preference) You nervously fiddle with the hem of your shirt as you wait for your brother to arrive. Your feet tap quickly against the floor in an attempt to distract yourself. It is here. The day you have been dreading for months. The day you finally come out. You had been in the closet for years; you were too scared of the judgement especially with your brother's fame,  dreading the media attention. After weeks of prepping yourself, the moment is finally here. As if on cue, the doorbell rings. You stumble up to the door and open it to find your brother's smile gleaming down at you, "Good morning, sis." "H-Hey ash," you stutter. "what was it that you wanted me for?" he asks as you walk into the living room. "um yeah... about that" you begin, sitting down on the sofa" I'm just gonna say it but please don't hate me," he looks at you with confusion. " well... I like girls," " me too" he giggles. " Ash, I'm serious" you say sternly. "Yeah," he replies," so am I" "so, it doesn't bother you then," you question. " of course not" Ashton states " why would it? You're still my amazing little sister and I love you with all my heart," you throw your arms around him in a tight hug," thank you so much" you whisper. " it's fine" he mummers back " and now we can check out girls together," which sends you into hysterics.

Calum: (you're demisexual)

Here you are. A Friday night at one of the biggest houses in the neighbourhood. Baths full of home-made alcohol and red plastic cups piled up in every room. College students drunk out of their minds or stoners passing blunts around in the oversized garden with every bedroom filled with a couple (or more) people fucking. The topless boys and half naked girls filling every room of the gigantic house. You are at a frat party. You wonder into the large living room and take a seat on the only free sofa. It was your friend's idea to come to 'the best frat party in town' but now they are nowhere to be seen. Suddenly, a guy you've never seen before walks up to you. He holds out his hand," hey babe, wanna have a dance," you awkwardly accept, not wanting to be rude, and walk with him to the centre of the room. He quickly turns you around, slides his hands down to your hips and starts grinding your bum into his crotch. " I'm Calum by the way baby," he whispers in your ear. You know he means well but everything he does just comes off as creepy seeing that you don't know him at all. He continues to press your bum against his crotch until you feel his dick become hard through his trousers which makes you super uncomfortable. "Why don't we take this to the bedroom, baby girl," he says just loud enough to be heard over the music. Reluctantly, you nod and follow him to possibly the only free room in the house. You try to sallow your fear as he sits you down on the bed and starts to unbuckle his trousers. Your breath becomes irregular and your heart is pounding through your chest; he walks back to you and tries to take your dress off. "Calum, I'm sorry but can we stop." You release a breath you didn't realise you were holding as he sits beside you on the bed and says " sure." A silence fills the nearly empty room as you won't dare to look him in the eye. " I don't mean to be rude," he says randomly ," but why?" your heart beat quickens again. Would he understand your sexuality or would he dismiss it and say you're making it up like everyone else? " you see, I'm sort of demisexual," you mumble. " um, what's that?" Calum questions in the politest way possible. " it means that I don't feel any sexual attraction to someone unless we have a really close bond," you reply. "Well, I guess I'll  have to get to know you better then." He smirks.

Luke: (you're asexual) 

Luke's hands glide up your body as he tugs at your shirt. You knew as soon as Luke had texted you to come over for a movie night that this how the evening would end. The nervous sweat trails down your forehead as he moves his lips slowly down your neck. His hard-on is prominent through his jeans as he grinds his hips into yours. It isn't Luke's fault, he has no idea that you are asexual but you hate the situation all the same. His hands start to fumble on the clasp of his belt and you begin to panic. "Luke, stop," you mumble moving his hands away from the belt. He sits up with a confused look on his face, "Y/N, is everything okay?" You take a big breath and swallow the lump in your throat. "I-I don't want to have sex with you, Luke." You state with a shaky voice. His confused expression turns into a frown as he awkwardly looks at the ground. Seeing his face fall breaks your heart, "I don't want to have sex with anyone," he raises head and his eyes boar into yours, "I'm asexual" The sadness in his beautiful blue eyes quickly shifts to glistening happiness. "Why didn't you tell me?" he asks," I wouldn't have tried to have sex with you then." "You don't want to leave me?" you ask, confused. "Of course not, now go get so popcorn, we're gonna have a real movie night."

Michael: (you're bisexual)

"Is that the last of the boxes?" you call down the hallway. You and Michael are finally moving into a flat together after about 3 years of dating. You have started unpacking some old boxes from your parent's house and find an ancient photo album from your teenage years. Dreading to look inside, you throw it back in the box and go to find Michael. You wonder around the new apartment for a few minutes but have no luck in finding Michael. You eventually settle in the kitchen and make yourself a drink. Suddenly, Michael brusts in the room with a piece of paper in his hand but as soon as he sees you, he stops. "Michael, where were you? I searched the whole house for you, "you question. "I ... errr... ummm" he mumbles looking down at the floor. You stare at him, confused. "Well, "he begins "I was looking for you and then I found this photo book in one of the boxes and I was looking through and I found this photo of you and..." he trails off. "And?" you ask. "You were kissing a girl," he blurts out. "Oh, "you mumble as you start to blush, "yeah I'm bi." Michael's face suddenly lights up. "Really?" he questions with his eyes glistening with happness. "yeah," you smile back "me too!"

A/N

Hey, it's Lauren again. I really enjoyed this preference as it gives a bit of love to the queer part of the fam * high fives* I do apologise if any of these aren't accurate (feel free to correct me, I'm no expert) if you want me to do anything like this for genders (although I may need some help there) then just ask. 

Let us know which one was your favourite and if you have any requests : )



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