Bad Peace ( a Chris Brown book)

sad days

l can hear your laugh
It's ringing through the hallways
I can see your smile
It's what gets me through my hard days
And your words was suppose to get me through my heartache, before my heartbreak
There's an emptiness that only few ever fill
And I somehow missed the meaning of love that is real
And it compliments my scars that will never heal

Maybe I didn't deserve you
Maybe I just couldn't cure you
They told me that I didn't hurt you
Why do I feel like I turned you?
Maybe I don't understand it
Tell me is this how you planned it?
Did you see us so stranded
Maybe I'm to much too manage -

I stopped when I heard Chris voice sneak up behind me

" Baby your voice its just amazing"

" Chris you know how I feel about when people do that "

" I know but baby your voice needs to be heard by the world its so amazing"

I looked at the ground for a second chris lift my chin and said
" You know what else is amazing? "
" what ?"

" you "

He grabbed my face and kissed me I felt his tongue slide into my mouth he then put his arms around my waist I pulled away for air but he pulled me back in

He stopped and said

" Don't start some you can't finish"

Sam walked into the studio with some small girl with a big booty she happened to stop what she was doing and smiled at Chris.
Chris smiled back sam waved at me and I eye balled her on the way out the dance studio
.

I stopped and asked chris

" Why I the hell were y'all looking at each other like that?

" I don't know she smiled at me so I smiled at her why can't I smile at her ? "

" Chris don't give me that bullshit"
Chris grabbed my face and kissed me once again and said

" You don't have to worry about anything I'm all yours '

Page POV ❤
Yeah I seen Chris looking at me but I aint gonna say nothing because I don't want him to start anything on my first day. Sam showed me around and all the girls most of them had boyfriends too bad I'll have to take one of them from them but never mind that I thought to myself while unpacking and then I heard a knock it seem to be a big lip freak she looked at me side ways and asked me

" Sweety are you lost? "

As she still gave me this side ways looked I gave the look back to her and told her

" No I'm not I think your name is Kim Right? "

" Yeah why? "

" Oh because I'm your roommate until my own room is ready to move in "

" uh no ! And who told you this? "

" Sam and girl cut it out I'll be out of here before you know it"

Kim stromes right out of the room leaving me and some fine ass light skin dude in here oooou she made the wrong choice. He was on his phone when he noticed me he smiled at me and asked me who was I. I told him my name was page he smiled and we started talking for a while until kim came back in with Sam who looked every annoyed with us he asked me to pack my stuff up he was moving me in with Taylor who I didn't know. Once I got to Taylor room she wasn't in there I quickly unpack my stuff and made my way to the studio.

Sam POV ❤

I was walking into the studio to hear somebody voice saying

" And if you weren't gonna guide me
Why bring me into the light?
Must have done something to make you want to run and hide
Why oh why didn't you just live your life?
And every girl needs a mother
And damn it I needed you
Instead you duck for cover
And you ran from the truth
And like kids do
You waited around for proof"

I stopped to see Kehlani and Chris I looked at Chris and asked him who was that singing and he pointed at Kehlani had her head down the whole time Chris rubbed her back from behind and said " Baby its okay he likes it maybe you should sing the song for him"

Her head lifted up pretty fast she shook her head and tried making her way out of the studio I stopped her and asked her could she please stay she looked me up and down and went back into the booth without saying a word. Are whisper in Chris ear and Chris told me to den the lights down and record this I turned on the recond thing and yelled I'm ready when she's ready I saw Chris her and say something to her but I couldn't hear him

Chris POV ❤
I rubbed her back and kissed her softly and told her not to worry about a thing she gave me this sacred look and nooded her head slowly. Chris left her in the booth by her self. And she lift her head a lil and began singing

I can hear your laugh
It's ringing through the hallways
I can see your smile

It's what gets me through my hard days
And your words was suppose to get me through m

My heartache, before my heartbreak
There's an emptiness that only few ever fill
And I somehow missed the meaning of love that is real
And it compliments my scars that will never heal

Maybe I didn't deserve you
Maybe I just couldn't cure you
They told me that I didn't hurt you
Why do I feel like I turned you?
Maybe I don't understand it
Tell me is this how you planned it?
Did you see us so stranded
Maybe I'm to much too manage

And if you weren't gonna guide me
Why bring me into the light?
Must have done something to make you want to run and hide
Why oh why didn't you just live your life?
And every girl needs a mother
And damn it I needed you
Instead you duck for cover
And you ran from the truth
And like kids do
You waited around for proof

Maybe I didn't deserve you
Maybe I just couldn't cure you
They told me that I didn't hurt you
Why do I feel like I turned you?
Maybe I don't understand it
Tell me is this how you planned it?
Did you see us so stranded
Maybe I'm to much too manage

Maybe I didn't deserve you.