Bad Peace ( a Chris Brown book)

The Truth

Kim POV ❤

My life was worthless ! I had gotten pregnant by a man who doesn't want me Michael left me once he found out I was pregnant I couldn't find anyone to run to my life was over ...... I decided that I was gonna back home to my grandma house and try to get help at least ..... But I don't keep contact with Chris anymore that kinda made life harder for me.
I thought about throwing my life away until I got a call from my friend Trina.

" Hello ? "

" Hey Kim how's life?,"

" Not good became pregnant by a guy who doesn't love me have no where to go so yeah how's yours"
.

" Well ya know same as usual but hey if you need somewhere to stay your always welcome to my home you and your soon to beautiful baby could come "

Thank you Trina "

Kehlani POV ❤

Me and Chris life was Wonderful ! The love me and him had was unbreakable ! He loved me I loved him our life's became easier when Noni and kim look left but Sam was mad at Chris he had to find two new girls who would Dance with me Taylor and page ( Who I didn't like ) but life was going well.

I was sound asleep wrapped around chris I never wanted him to let go I was in love with him. I felt like I was gonna puke all over Chris's arm I quick pushed his arm from under me and ran to the bathroom throwing up I quickly wiped my mouth and looked in the mirror to see that my breast had gotten a bit bigger. Chris smiled and wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my neck and said

" Good morning Baby you do know we gotta head to the studio today you got any song ? "

" Yea two One called Heaven and Clown "

" Okay get dress because Sam up my ass right now about us getting there on time "

" Alright "

I put on my rip jeans and threw on a Bape hoodie and I grabbed my Nike's so did Chris we were basically matching . we got into the car but I started craving everything I saw .

" Chris baby let's stop and get some to eat Oh ! I know some Wendy's or better yet Subway!

Chris gave me a weird look and asked

"Girl what is wrong with you? "

" Nothing why would you ask Me that !? I'm just fucking hungry that's all!

Chris quickly stopped at Wendy's and bought me a fruit salad and frosty for him self . once we got to the studio he kissed me and left me in the dark booth he let the beat play for a second and I began to sing

I fought for you
The hardest, it made me the strongest
So tell me your secrets
I just can't stand to see you leaving

But heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
Heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
So go on, go home

We laughed at the darkness
So scared that we lost it
We stood on the ceilings
You showed me love was all you needed

Heaven couldn't wait for you
Heaven couldn't wait for you
Heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you, no

Heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you, oh
Heaven couldn't wait for you
So go on, go home

After singing my eyes start tearing up I felt like shit that song went towards my grandma
Chris walked into the booth and kissed my forehead and told me to stop making my song so sad

" Alright let me record this last song then were done "

He left me in the booth once again by myself he dim the lights a lil and watched me

I guess it's funnier from where you're standing
'Cause from over here I miss the joke
Clear the way for my crash landing
I've done it again
Another number for your notes

I'd be smiling if I wasn't so desperate
I'd be patient if I had the time
I could stop and answer all of your questions
As soon as I find out
How I can move from the back of a lie

I'll be your clown
Behind the glass
Go 'head and laugh
'Cause it's funny
I would too if I saw me
I'll be your clown
On your favorite channel
My life's a circus, circus
Round in circus
I'm selling out tonight

I'd be less angry if it was my decision
And the money was just rolling in
If I had more than my ambition
I'll have time for please
I'll have time for thank you
As soon as I win

I'll be your clown
Behind the glass
Go 'head and laugh
'Cause it's funny
I would too if I saw me
I'll be your clown
On your favorite channel
My life's a circus, circus
Round in circus
I'm selling out tonight

From a distance my choice is simple
From a distance I can entertain
So you can see me
I put makeup on my face
But there's no way you can feel it
From so far away

I'll be your clown
Behind the glass
Go 'head and laugh
'Cause it's funny
I would too if I saw me
I'll be your clown
On your favorite channel
My life's a circus, circus
Round in circles
I'm selling out tonight

Chris POV ❤

I seen her tears come down her face I felt like I would never do anything in the world to hurt this women she look so beautiful when she singing I wanted to go into the booth and make love to her right then and there. I stopped recording and went into the booth she looked at me with like I was some man she never seen she snatched her headphones off and said

"Hey Asshole why'd you stop?"

"I may be an asshole but I'm a asshole for you "

She smiled and wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed my lips slowly her tongue slid into my mouth slowly she let out soft moans I grabbed her ass roughly we were in the moment until I seen Sam and this fine ass girl but she didn't have anything on Kehlani. Kehlani quickly moved my hands and glared at Aaliyah with a stank look aaliyah gave her one back.

" Who the fuck is that? Why does Sam keep bringing in these different bitches ? "

" I don't know baby but just know they ain't got nun on you I love you Kehlani"

I slowly said Kehlani looked at me and smiled at me . Sam and Aaliyah asked me and Kehlani to come out the booth I opened the door for Kehlani I smacked her butt and she giggled were now standing in front of Sam and Aaliyah now don't get me wrong Aaliyah was bomb as fuck she had all my attention she had a pink fur jacket and some short ass shorts and some heels that came to her knees I waved at her and she winked at me I smiled at her and Kehlani rolled her eyes Sam started talking about my tour stuff Kehlani rushed out the door

Kehlani POV ❤

Ugh I threw up once again I wiped my mouth and sat beside the toilet chris rushed in and push my hair behind my ear and said

" Baby? What's wrong? "

" I think I'm pregnant "