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"I can't believe I said it. I can't believe he feels the same way! Was that real? Or was It just the best dream I've ever had in my life?" These questions rolled around and around in my mind for what seemed like hours while I laid there next to Connor, waiting for him to wake up. I tried not to be creepy and lay there watching him sleep, but it was difficult, I stole a few glances here and there while scrolling through twitter on my phone. I had a funny thought... "No one in the next room knows what happened in here last night"

It was beautiful, secretive... kind of sexy.

Connor finally woke up, dazed, still a little sleepy, but by the twinkle in his eye, I knew that he remembered last night. I smiled down at him laying there all dreamy, with his messy hair and cute little smile. I clicked twitter off of my phone and locked it, putting it down on the side table. By that time, Connor had sat up and rubbed his eyes. As I turned to face him he greeted me good morning with a tiny little kiss. Nothing fancy, just a sweet little brush of the lips. I smiled. He smiled back. "So... I guess we should talk about this" I said, a little shyly, not really wanting to talk at all, just wanted to kiss him again, and again, and again. Our fingers danced together in a flirty, seductive kind of way.

"Can we not?.. Just for today, can we just stay in this little bubble and not see anyone or talk about this, can we just be here, just you and me, just for today" Connor replied.

My heart ached for him so badly, for this sweet little soppy handsome romantic that loved me.

"That's all I want too ConCon" I said dreamily.

But reality kicked in after a while and we realised that at some point we would have to get up, shower, dress and face the world. We talked for a while, about how we felt, about how we would take this slow, but both admitted that our feelings were strong nonetheless.

We also decided that there was no point in keeping things a secret from our friends, we wanted them to know, we knew that they would be happy for us and be supportive. All we would ask of them would be to keep it between us for a little while until we decided to tell our loyal fans and followers about our relationship. That sounded to strange to me; "Relationship" ...Connor and I were together, it had finally happened. I was so happy, I just wanted to hold him and feel our heartbeats drumming together in perfect rhythm.

We got up eventually, 10:35 to be exact. I guess everyone was sleeping in because we had such a late night last night. A few of the others were up just around the time we were and quietly making some breakfast in the kitchen. Just as we walked into the kitchen, Joe handed me a plate with a stack of toast on it, "Help yourselves guys" he said while chewing on a slice and pointed to the counter top which had Jams and peanut butter on it as well as some fruit, a few different cereals and some milk. I loved being here, surrounded by friends. It felt warm and familiar, it felt like home.

Connor and I waited for everyone to wake up and without making too much of a fuss, gathered everyone in the living room. I casually announced to the room "Guys, Connor and I have something we want to tell you all"

I looked over at Troye and I saw his face light up. He knew what I was going to say.
I hesitated, suddenly a little nervous. An unfamiliar feeling to me.

"Connor and I, we're... We're together"

I looked to Troye again and silently thanked him. Knowing that it was his guidance that helped me admit how I truly felt... I could never really thank him enough for that.

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